Tuesday, 12 May 2009

TOMOK..Rindu Terhenti..Juara OIAM3

wah... sungguh aku tidak menyangka. artis yang selama ini aku minati sudah berubah menjadi artis terbaik di sebuah rancangan ONE IN A MILLION.. dulu nya bagai artis kampungan dengan membawa lagu popular beliau iaitu sejarah mungkin berulang sekarang menjadi artis pilihan yang creative dan intelligent music..wah tidak sia-sia selama ini menjadi pujaan hati ku.. hehehe



p/s: to all of my friend yang suka mengejek aku dulu atu pasal si tomok ah,.. now u can see what i can see before *ceh* in his talent..caiyoo... proud to be tomok fan...

Monday, 11 May 2009

Setelah Kasih ini Punah

Walau hilang dendam, hilang sakit hati hilang rasa geram dihati di sebabkan hanya satu pujian yang selama ini di cari namun..jika di perlakukan itu masih sama, tiada perubahan ibarat bukan anak kandung, hati mana yang mampu bertahan menampung hidup.

Kata orang, Syurga dibawah telapak kaki ibu, disebabkan ibu yang menngandungkan bertarung nyawa selama 9 bulan atau lebih atau kurang. dan tiada sesiapa pun yang menidakkan fakta itu.. tiada siapa pun yang mempersoalkan kata-kata itu.. sebab itu lah yang tercatit tentang ibu.

Ibu lah yang harus disanjung lebih..bak kata pepatah "tangan yang mengayun buian bisa mengoncang dunia" semua itu benar..kerna itu lah ibu..

Tetapi apakah perlu disanjung tinggi dan dituruti semua suruhannya demi tidak menghampakan dan menyakiti hati nya?? sekiranya ibu yang memahami dan bertindak adil kepada anak-anak nya memang wajar.. Tetapi..

Apakah wajar jika ibu itu sendiri yang menjual anak mereka hanya demi kepentingan masa depan nya sendiri? apakah wajar jika ibu itu tidak berlaku adil kepada anak-anaknya? sehingga membuat anak itu rasa diperlakukan seperti orang suruhan,, sehingga anak itu merasa seolah-olah bukan anak kandung mereka..sehingga anak itu hilang harga diri, maruah serta kepercayaan diri. apakah itu wajar? masih kah "Syurga itu dibawah telapak kaki ibu"???
memang benar kata pepatah itu "tangan yang menghayun buaian bisa mengoncang dunia"
baik ajarannya maka baik lah hasilnya.. jika buruk ajarannya maka buruk lah jua hasilnya.

Sampai bila hati seorang anak mampu bertahan menanggung perlakuan ibu yang selama ini hanya menyakitkan dan menggores hati luka lara membunuh maruah dan harga diri seorang anak...Sampai bila kah itu harus berakhir?? sampai bila kah sang ibu sedar akan yang telah di perlakukannya. sampai bila???? sampai bila kah pepatah dan ayat keramat itu akan tidak di salah gunakan lagi???

sayang anak biar sama rata;
kasih anak biar berpada-pada;
tegur anak biar kena pada tempatnya;
marah anak biar pada salahnya;

anak adalah satu tanggung jawab;
ibu bapa adalah satu anugerah;
kemarahan anak beerti keseksaan hidup;
kemarahan ibu bapa beerti kelakuan anak yang salah.

Thursday, 7 May 2009

Harvard "Male Britney" interview

IvyGate
 originally copy from..*apakan??* 

He's ba-ack! Harvard's self-proclaimed "male Britney Spears" and maker of gloriously cheesy music videos, Petros, has gyrated his way back into the spotlight, and this time it's not sparkle-infused jizzum he's selling but golddigging, gloryholes, and self-love. Ladies and gentlemen, prepare to be, er, petrified, by "Predator."

IvyGate: "Both "Body Glow" and "Predator" refer to making "videos." Can we expect a Petros sex tape any time soon?"
Petros: "C'mon, Maureen."
IvyGate: "What? Lena Chen had one!"
Petros: "Sex tapes propel career that are already set. We still have to work on mine for a bit. I'd say 2015."

More from everyone's favorite Greek-American singing sensation on sexual politics, the state of pop music, and why he'll never actually be Britney Spears. After the jump.

Interview edited for length and clarity, mostly to remove awkward LOL's and embarrassing typos.

PETROS ON BRITNEY VS. XTINA, AND HIS NEW SONG


IG: "first: Harvard's Britney Spears or Harvard's Xtina Aguilera. Which do you prefer?"
Petros: "the male britney spears, no question"
Petros: "i dont have the pipes and i tend to think of myself as an "entertainer" rather than a singer"
Petros: "also my music is supposed to be party music; im never trying to propose that there's any merit other than its pure unadulterated fun factor"
IG: "Tell me about your new video and song! Did you film it on campus? I saw some suspiciously academic-looking books and leather upholstery..."
Petros: "yeah it was all filmed on campus, in a matter of hours"
IG:" hours! that's all?"
Petros:
 "yeah. i spend summers on music, and then focus on extracurrics on campus and academics during the year"
Petros:" i wrote predator in july and august and although i dont take the "artistry" of my music too seriously, i make sure that every second of it lives up to my own standard of perfection so the writing goes on forever until I'm totally satisfied"
Petros:" [shooting] the video is a much quicker process. the editing took a few weeks"

...ON HIS CAREER AND WHY HE'LL NEVER REALLY BE BRITNEY:

IG: do you want to go into music professionally?
Petros: i do, probably as a producer
Petros: A&R is something i'm very interested in. it means artist & repertoire and its the name assigned to people who seek out talent, work with producers, and brand a product that can be unleashed on the masses
Petros: britney's a&r, for example, is my idol. best A&R'ing of the past decade
IG: so you don't want to be a pop star after all this??
Petros: hahah no. i do love to perform
Petros: im very passionate about theater and music
IG: but i JUST WATCHED YOUR ENTIRE YOUTUBE REPERTOIRE are you telling me that was for nought?
Petros: look
Petros: really exciting things are happening in music right now
Petros: i would love to be a popstar
Petros: in years past there wasn't really a chance, but now its really all about self promotion, about having the ambition to learn every facet of the industry and inject yourself into it, with no inhibitions
IG: ...and are you going to take the bait?
Petros: ive gotten scouted by a label, my favorite label actually, but i don't really know if anything will come of it
IG: !!!
IG: why not?
Petros: what i really want is to make sure that music is always the focus of my life whether im producing, managing, or performing because luck is such a HUGE factor in the whole process
Petros: i dont necessarily have the "look" or the "talent" to be signed to a boyband, for example
Petros: but i have the ambition and the drive to succeed in music, I believe. it all depends on what executives believe will sell and that part is out of my hands
IG: very pragmatic.
Petros: yeah, but im definitely an optimist, otherwise i would never pursue such a ridiculous field

...ON GOLD-DIGGERS

IG: speaking of optimism and your outlook:

You want to marry a millionaire
You were born with product in your hair
You know what you want and you don't care
How I feel    [a direct quote from "Predator"]

IG: Is this based on real life? Like, say... floozies from BC trying to snag Harvard dudes??
Petros: HAH
Petros: i was in new york this summer and i met someone who me that everyone wants to marry a harvardy boy because "everyone wants a millionaire husband" - i found it really interesting that they equated the two and wanted to put it in my song in an ironic context
Petros: i think of "predator" as more of a parody of a culture we've grown up in

...ON BEING OUT OF THE CLOSET:

IG: is your sexuality on the record?
Petros: im very open about it
IG: what is it?
Petros: HAHA
Petros: oh, sorry
Petros: im gay
Petros: but i mean, i dont see sexuality as constant either. but thats a longer interview
IG:
 then why do you make songs about hetero guys chasing hot chicks?
Petros: oh but predator is explicitly gay
Petros: especially in the gloryhole scene
Petros: when im on the opposite side of mySELF
IG: so you are gay... because you want to have sex with yourself?
Petros: i try to employ some subtlety so that i dont completely alienate either sexuality
Petros: EXACTLY. who doesnt
IG: ah-ha! this is what we call the "harvard homo"
IG: self-love
Petros: haha
Petros: touche
IG: (that was an inappropriate joke and may not make it into my post)
Petros:
 i think that there are a lot of artists out there who "wont discuss their sexuality" because it doesnt make a difference to the music. to me that's bullshit because in this political and cultural climate, its crucial to the music and to the artist, to the fans. i dont think it should be relevant, but unfortunately - it is. and artists have to really consider that. i know you didnt ask but its something i think is important.


...ON FAME:

IG: Do you have many fans?
Petros: fans?
Petros: i have a lot of FRIENDS, who support very loyally and who im very appreciative of
Petros: there is an online community of people that is expanding every day, the pop conoisseurs who are friending me on myspace, giving me great feedback. and that means a lot - because most of the time they're into the music im into. lady gaga, britney spears, etc.
IG: do random people ever see the videos of you, like, taking your shirt off and stalk you at Harvard parties and stuff?
Petros: im known on campus, but mostly in jest, which is completely intentional
Petros: i think my work in other arts and facets redeems my legitimacy
IG: where ARE the good gloryholes at Harvard, anyway?
Petros: hush you
Petros: that was only for those observers who were in tune enough to notice
Petros: apparently you werent one of them ;)
IG: i was a terrible english major
Petros: lol. im english too
IG: regarding the "in jest" thing -- how much of Petros is ironic, and how much is in earnest?
Petros: i mean, im definitely playing into a gimmick
Petros: what people would expect from a euro-trash electro pop kid
Petros: but i do believe in what i'm doing in that i think people enjoy it; whether its for the camp factor or because they can actually connect with it - i don't care. i'm just down with the idea that people can dig my lyrics and my tunes. thats the most exciting part
IG: very britney spears "piece of me"
Petros: i mean, what part of my life isn't inspired by a britney spears song, really?
Petros: also - just to clarify "body glow" - the video is about a girl. there's not supposed to be a romance, but its usually understood. i made that over a year ago and i think it accurately reflects the "artist" i was then, whereas predator has seen me "grow" into something quite different
Petros: the very reason i got into "writing music" was because in 2005, britney was launching that hiatus that she never really returned from - and rap was dominating the radio waves. i wanted to make pop music i could love and that maybe other people could get into? thats why i started, and i just see myself as continually experimenting

...ON THIS VERY INTERVIEW (meta!):

Petros: im going to come off as the FLAMBO of the century in this interview, arent i
IG: i have this effect on people
Petros: well dont entirely castrate me
Petros: im gay
Petros: but i consider myself masculine
Petros: i just love britney spears okAY?!

...ON HIS WEIRD OTHER VIDEO:

IG: let's talk Body Glow. what IS "body glow" anyway? Was my co-editor Jacob's guess -- "Petros' jizzum" -- accurate?
Petros: body glow is anything you want it to be. i cant disclose more than that.
IG: dammit. this is another English major test i'm failing, isn't it.
Petros: i wrote it thinking more about sexuality. like, be yourself
Petros: it was just supposed to highlight any kind of oppression, and give a means to release yourself
IG: omg! the church thing! and the BLOOD!
Petros: the blood thing was just weird
IG: haha. you realized this in retrospect?
Petros: eh, a lot of things happen on a video shoot. they're not always intentional

...ON SEX TAPES:

IG: Both "Body Glow" and "Predator" refer to making "videos." Can we expect a Petros sex tape any time soon?
Petros: cmon maureen
IG: What? Lena Chen had one!
Petros: sex tapes propel career that are already set. we have to work on mine for a bit
Petros: id say 2015

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Tuesday, 5 May 2009

One night stand episode II

Dengan doa agar tidak menjadi tetapi mengharapkan sukses.. Kejadian yang telah lama dilupakan, kini berulang kembali seperti kasih nya laila kepada majnun yang tak pernah berubah sampai kemati.. namun kekuatan hati untuk menebusi akal sekali lagi telah berjaya merobohkan dinding keramat yang telah ditampal dengan seribu satu macam cobaan dan usaha.

Tetapi mangsa kali ini tidak mengenal erti "memberi dan menerima" hanya "menerima" senantiasa.. tidak "memberi" seolah-olah hanya melayan kepuasannya .. tetapi itu semua tidak menjadi penghalang bila diri sudah dikemaruki nafsu yang membara untuk melayari bahtera yang selama ini tersimpan didalam hati seorang kemaruk akan sesuatu yang di luar jangkaan.

Jika orang hanya nak menerima tidak memberi bagaikan cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan tidak dapat memenuhi impian yang selama ini nak dicapai..namun begitu bukan satu yang susah untuk membalas orang yang begini rupa....caranya amat mudah.. setelah bahtera bocor di tengah jalan, naik perahu mendayung lah sampan..mudik kehulu. tanpa menoleh kebelakang tanpa menghiraukan bahtera yang indah dikarami lautan yang bergelora.. seolah-olah bahtera itu hanya sebagai satu alat permainan...

Bak kata pepatah.. "sudah sampai tempat nak dituju, pengangkutan pun tak berguna lagi." "sudah puas belayar, bahtera indah pun tak di peduli lagi" rasa kesal tidak di hiraukan lagi, rasa hampa itu "i dun care anymore" yang penting kepuasan telah dimiliki, keinginan telah di puasi, keasyikan telah tidak dicapai lagi, kerna destinasi nak dituju telah pun dikecapi.

Akhirnya semua yang tidak ingini berlaku menjadi satu permainan yang akan digemari. tidak takut akan sesuatu yang buruk bisa terjadi,
malah rasa kesucian diri pun tidak penting lagi,
maruah yang di jaga selama ini pun sudah berkecai,
hanya yang tinggal lakonan yang tiada orang ketahui.

topeng hati bersalut dengan budi,
topeng diri sembunyikan hati,
topeng Illahi membongkar segala yang tersembunyi.

Friday, 1 May 2009

Love this songs






predator lyrics

petros
it struck midnight
were at a party
you take your shirt off so i can see your body
wanna meet me
in the bathroom
i know better than that know better cuz
you're in the mood and im to blame
say you wanna do it then you ask my name
wont be your boytoy in this game that you play

cuz you look so clean but talk so dirty
never been kissed but your boyfriend's thirty
physical when you flirt
you're never the victim you're the predator

predator

you swear you're clean
as you brush your nose off
you did some scenes
but you never took your clothes off
you spent the day updating your myspace
ill spend tonight trynna get you off of my case

you wanna marry a millionaire
you were born with product in your hair
you know what you want and you dont care how i feel

cuz you look so clean but talk so dirty
never been kissed but your boyfriend's thirty
physical when you flirt
you're never the victim you're the predator

predator

you look so clean
but talk so dirty

so come here closer i wont bite
below the waist if that's alright
you oughtta know i need my hit
get what i want so get used to it

cuz you look so clean but talk so dirty
never been kissed but your boyfriend's thirty
physical when you flirt
you're never the victim you're the predator

cuz you look so clean but talk so dirty
never been kissed but your boyfriend's thirty
physical when you flirt
you're never the victim you're the predator