The Conspicuous Eyes

home sick

2010-12-09T05:28:00.002-08:00

for the last 2 weeks i feel really not in the mood to continue my work.. not really the i hate the job..its just i feel something missing in my life right now.. oh gosh i think i miss my grannies at limbang......hmm if tomorrow gaji ku kuar..i will go to limbang.. just to see them..how i miss them so much...semoga sehat sejahter saja mereka dsana..this is my motivator right now..

now the time that i've waiting for is arrive.. soon there will be a presentation about my tasks in BSP..hmm i know what im doing n what my work is but..its not the stage frighten i afraid of..its the self motivator seems to be missing right now..

anyway good luck with my self..

a random memory

2010-10-27T07:30:00.000-07:00

hmm hajat hati kan mempost gambar lunch td di lemongrass @kb p sayang seribu kali sayang..ntah kemana tia tuju nya tym ku ken mentransfer td ke pc ku..so becoz im tired i pun mls nak carik hehehe.. here whats going on today:-

today is the last day of my colleague working with us..hmm a bit of frustrating and sad but all the best for u my fren..*name shud not be mention here*

lunch bersama makan di lemongrass hmm sodap..nice..

then kami disuruh memilih warna cat dinding opis coz soon there will be a renovation...hmm at first i suggest blue color named "relax' but since the carpe is blue in color so i change it into peach something lah..

apart from that im still waiting to a new carreer..not becos i dun like that job,i do but need a secure n permanent job!!! hehehe that all..

p/s: what a week waste by having a sore throat... hehe

HTC DESIRE Z

2010-10-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

oh HTC DESIRE Z.. y? y? Y? Y?!!!! i noe the normal price shud be around bnd800 but how come one of the "online-shopping" di brunei ani luan memcekik darah sampai 400 ke 500 extra!!! geram aku ni..

i noe i have the budget to buy it but is it worth it to buy the 1.3k handphone ops smartphone while it just a phone?? hahahaha sanggup plg ku membali tuh.. ganya pasti ada yang mengata n marah hahahaha i noe its my money hahahaha

how ever i am thinking either to buy at the end of this month(oct) or to buy it end of next month or end of the year??? fuh.. by the time i hope my saving nda bgarak2 ahahha tau tah diri ani kan beblanja saja hahahaha

nway.. here the pict of the desirable phone of mine, enjoy:-

KEPERCAYAAN bukan satu KEMESTIAN

2010-10-09T11:01:00.000-07:00

sedih tak bererti harus menanggis, berduka tidak semestinya harus merana, yang pergi bukan harus di ratapi, begitu juga dengan ceria tak bererti harus melompat, bergembira tidak semestinya harus bersama, yang datang tidak selamanya akan berada di situ..

senyum tak bermaksud kita bahagia, menanggis tidak juga menandakan kita sengsara, semua itu kekadang hanyalah sandiwara manusia.. tidak semua orang faham akan maksud isi hati seseorang walau seberapa lama kita mengenali seseorang itu jika seseorang itu tidak mahu berkongsi pengalaman hidupnya dengan orang di sekelilingnya..

sukar untuk memahami isi hati bukan persoalan yang harus di pertikaikan.. apa yang patut adalah merelakan isi hati kita untuk difahami oleh orang disisi. jika kita sendiri tidak merelakan diri kita untuk difahami oleh orang sekeliling maka tiada sesiapa pun akan paham akan isi hati kita yang terpendam.

faktor utama menyebabkan kita sukar untuk berkongsi pengalaman hidup adalah faktor KEPERCAYAAN. semua orang pasti akan meluahkan isi hati mereka kepada orang yang mereka lebih percayai maka baru lah orang akan paham akan isi hati kita. namun begitu juga ada setengah orang lebih suka membuat kepercayaan itu musnah dibanding dari mencari dan menjaga kepercayaan seseorang,

sahabat karib tak akan rapat selamanya, musuh ketat juda bisa menjadi rakan seperjuangan..itulah lumrah alam.

persoalannya:-

kenapa harus kita perlu orang yang terpercaya sdgkn kepercayaan bisa berubah?

kenapa harus kita bersandiwara dihadapan khalayak ramai??

kenapa perlu kita menjaga hati orang lain sedang hati ini yg terseksa??

kenapa mesti kita mengalah sebelum kita melangkah maju setapak untuk menentang?

moralitinya adalah:-

kita harus lebih terbuka akan diri kita kepada dunia luar agar kita bisa menerima segala dugaan yang datang. kita harus luahkn apa yg kita rasa kepada sesiapa saja walau kita tak perlu akan kepercayaan orang itu. namun kita harus menggunakan ayat dan nada suara yang betul pada tempat dan masa yang berpatutan.. agar kita tidak menyakiti mana-mana pihak..

menanti bukan satu penyiksaan

2010-10-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

penantian sesuatu yang pasti, tetap akan memberi satu impak yang besar apatah lagi jika di bandingan dengan penantian sesuatu yang tidak pasti akan kewujudan dan khabar beritanya.. begitu lah kisah rungutan insan yang dalam keadaan menanti..

namun tak semua penantian itu akan berakhir dengan kegembiraan, adakalanya ia berakhir dengan satu kesedihan, keperitan serta kehilangan. menanti satu jawaban itu sudah pasti memberi 2 impak yang berbeza. menanti satu kepastian juga tiada kurang beza rasanya.

apakah yang dinanti itu sesuatu yang berbaloi atau hanya membuat kita rasa sia-sia. apakah yang dinanti itu tahu bahawa kita sedang menantikan sesuatu dari mereka? itupun adakah ianya berbaloi selepas mengetahui akan jawaban nya.

tak semua orang suka menanti, kebanyakan orang lebih gemar dinanti, namun semua itu individu punya identiti, terserah kepada yang menanti and dinanti..

bagi pendapat naluri dihati, semua orang tak suka menanti, apalagi dinanti..biarlah jawaban atau kepastian itu datang dengan sendiri nya agar kita tidak bersedih di kemudian hari kerna bertentangan dengan jawaban yang di nanti..

biarpun kita tidak bersedia untuk menerimanya namun kita tidak takut untuk menghadapinya.. terdapat dua perbezaan jika kita tak bersedia menerima dengan tidak besedia menghadapinya..

bagi orang yang sanggup menerimanya namun tak dapat menghadapinya keadaan tetap akan menjadi teruk sebab penantian yang selama ini tidak berbaloi dan terasa seperti di perbodohkan sepanjang penantian nya.

bagi orang yang tak bersedia menerima namun dapat menghadapi berita penantian itu akan terasa mudah untuk menghadapinya itu disebabkan penantian yang itu hanya sekadar satu lumrah..dan kemungkinan besar meraka membuka pikiran mereka agar menerima kedua kemungkinan..

oleh itu jika kita menanti sesuatu itu, kita harus terbuka dan menerima kedua jawaban yang salah satu nya pasti akan di terima..sekurang-kurangnya jika jawaban itu bukan seperti yang diharapkan kita masih mampu berdiri untuk menerimanya..dan rela menghadapinya.. kemungkinan besar penantian kali ini bukan rezeki kita..

memori pintu biru

2010-09-30T05:47:00.000-07:00

hari ini aku sepi lagi, namun sepi ku tak seperti sepi yang biasanya ku lalui..

sepi malam ini seolah-olah menikam di jiwa, memberi rasa sebak didada tak tertahan nak diluahknnya, sepi ini seolah olah terasa seperti kehilangan sesuatu yang amat berharga, kehilangan sesorang yang amat disayang, kehilangan dari yang tak bisa di bayangkan..

kenapalah terjadinya hari ini? tak bisa kah hari ini ditunda hingga aku mampu menerima nya..tak bisakah hari ini berlalu tanpa aku tempuhinya..aku seolah-olah tidak terdaya menanggung nya..tiada siapa nak ku luahkn nak ku mengadu, nak aku bermain perasaan bermanja untuk menempuh hari ini agar hari ini dapat aku relakan nya pergi begitu saja.

makan pun bukan aku tak lalu, hanya tak berselera, minum pun tak terasa walau ianya hanya air kosong, ku toleh kiri, ku toleh kanan semuanya sama tiada beza...tiada lagi penghuni yang mendampingiku untuk ketawa beersama, meluahkn perasan bersama, untuk mengadu bersama. hilang lah sudah kecerian yang dirasai bersama hanya igauan suara dalam ingatan bermain di minda. tak lama lagi, tiadalah lagi dirasakan hanya di ingatan rumah pintu biru jadi kenangan. tiada lagi pintu biru sebagai tatapan,tiada lagi langsir biru jadi mainan, semua hanya akan menjadi memori dalam ingatan. gurau senda, ejek tawa pintu biru, itu semua akan di tinggalkan.

entah kenapa hati ini terasa berat untuk meninggalkan nya, terasa sukar sungguh untuk menempuh hari esok, terasa berat kaki ini untuk pergi, terasa seperti rasa yg tak dapat digambarkan untuk di perjelaskan. ku berdoa agar hari ini berlalu dgn cepat agar hati ku tidak begitu sedih mengenang and menempuh hari ini. kenangan 30 september 2010 akan abadi sebagai kenangan. tarikh yg keramat bagi ku ini mungkin akaan kekal sebagai ingatan.ingatan yang membawa diri mampu berdikari sendiri, mampu belajar erti persahabatan, mampu belajar suasana di tempat orang.

kenapalah hati ini harus ku penuhi kehendaknya untuk mengabdi kn hari ini dalam sejarah hidup di sebuah blog yang seperti diari sendiri. malah ini bukan diri aku yang sebenar nya untuk meluah kn ..oh mungkin ini saja satu cara untuk aku mengurangkn beban yang begitu berat untuk ku tanggung nya. engkau lah saja yang bisa mampu menanggung beban yang ku beri engkau lah saja tempat ku mengadu kasih bermanja sayang dikala aku mencari tiada siapa disisi.. sekian blog untuk hari ini, inilah satu memori pintu biru yang akan abadi di ingatan.

p/s: kisah ini tiada kena-mengena dengan yang sudah meninggal dunia hanya yang masih hidup..

what can i do is just smile

2010-09-23T05:27:00.000-07:00

23th sept 2010, kurang dari seminggu saja lagi diri ini akan meninggalkan lumut. di atas sebab-sebab tertentu aku harus menetap ditempat lain. dalam seminggu dua ini juga, menghitung hari bukan satu pilihan yang bijak kerna ia hanya akan membuat hati ini sakit dan sedih. oleh itu what i can do is just smile..

walau hanya 3 bulan menetap di daerah asing namun ianya memberi banyak pengalaman hidup berdikari. dalam 3 bulan ini juga suka duka dalam hidup bisa terasa dan yang paling berat sekali ialah meninggalkan rumah yang sudah di anggap seperti rumah sendiri.

banyak kenangan manis dari pahit yang diperolehi dan itu semua penuh bermakna dalam diri ini dan ia akan di jadikan sebagai satu penduan hidup di hari kelak.

aku bukan lah orang yang suka mengenang kenangan lama, bagiku kenangan biarlah jadi kenangan dan usah ia dikenang kerna semuanya bisa membuat diri ini sedih walaupun ianya kenangan yang begitu indah..

lumut dan orang disampingnya..kaamu adalah yang terbaik dan aku pasti akan merindukan kalian..

di akhir kata, selamat tinggal kenangan dan selamat tinggal lumut..

selamat hari guru.

p/s: sudah lama tak mengarang cerita, hilang segala tatabahasa.

billionaire

2010-08-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad

Buy all of the things I never had

Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

[Chorus]

Oh every time I close my eyes

I see my name in shining lights

A different city every night oh

I swear the world better prepare

For when I’m a billionaire

[rap]

Yeah I would have a show like Oprah

I would be the host of, everyday Christmas

Give Travie a wish list

I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt

And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had sh-t

Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this

And last but not least grant somebody their last wish

Its been a couple months since I’ve single so

You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho

Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit

And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did

Yeah can’t forget about me stupid

Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music

[Chorus]

Oh every time I close my eyes

I see my name in shining lights

A different city every night oh

I swear the world better prepare

For when I’m a billionaire

Oh oooh oh oooh for when I’m a Billionaire

[rap]

I’ll be playing basketball with the President

Dunking on his delegates

Then I’ll compliment him on his political etiquette

Toss a couple milli in the air just for the heck of it

But keep the fives, twentys (?) completely separate

And yeah I’ll be in a whole new tax bracket

We in recession but let me take a crack at it

I’ll probably take whatevers left and just split it up

So everybody that I love can have a couple bucks

And not a single tummy around me would know what hungry was

Eating good sleeping soundly

I know we all have a similar dream

Go in your pocket pull out your wallet

And put it in the air and sing

[Bruno Mars]

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad

Buy all of the things I never had

Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

[Chorus]

I wanna be a billionaire so frickin bad!

confession no. 1

2010-08-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

Here the things that I need to clarify. There were 3 of us renting a house at 100km away and 1 hr journey from my house. One of us is the new guy who never been met and talk to during my HND program and the other is my course-mate.

I was like yeay!! At least I can be independent, away from home stress etc. even though the new home is not like the environment that I usually face...The brightness of the street lamp, the crowded in the expo or even the sound of car racing during the middle of the night, it sounds peaceful here and i kind like it here. although sometime I miss the noise, the traffic jammed, sound of the brotherhood fighting, seeing my old friends in the shop but that not the point.

Changing into new area for me, it okay, it give me a chance to learn how to live without depending to your parent or brother or sister...Here at new home i can try a lot of cooking style that I’ve learn from my parent and from the cooking show *oh gosh i should take chef course rather than engineering*. Secondly I can decorate *well not entire house* to what I think suitable for us. hehe. Thirdly being independent is more difficult than what it seems being expected.. hahaha

This new house come with no color, it kind likes AREA 51 here dull, empty and boring.. It all depends on 3 of us to make the house alive!!! We have to make ourselves become "family" to each other seems we only have each other here. Hmm even though it just 100km away from real home but it affect a little bit the daily routine and expense...no kidding..

Moral of the story is:-

try to earn some happiness without "Mr. money do the talking" and not to wait the happy time to come to u. go find some happy time and bright the house even with a little smile *not the sarcastic one*. Bring the happy aura not the hates one. Even u didn’t talk or smile, the happy aura will make the house alive. Cheerio amigos

Second story...hmm to be continue i guess... hehehe

once upon a time

2010-08-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

Where I have been??

2010-08-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

well,, lets me refresh back apa yang telah aku lakukan for the past few months.

hmmm.... the last post is about my final year project.. oh yeah..

after finish my final year project report and presentation..kami ada exam..final year exam.fuh.. punyalah susah nak study *yeah right* course end of the semester atu.. akhirna aku LULUS juga. hehehe syukur alhamdulillah aku berjaya mendapat HND in Network Engineering..yeay!! ^_^ !!! tapi yang membosan yamg membagi down berabis convo kami...punya lh batah berabis n terpaksa tunggu convo taun dapan baru tah kami menerima certificate toh..*setaun tu belanggu toh* nasib baik certain private company menerima kami as HND holders... hehehe

after finish my HND..i take couple of months to rest, sambil2 atu mencari kaja yang berkaitan dgn HND ani..p apakan nasib almost company need our CERTIFICATE!!!! drg nda menerima progress report WTF!!! stupid MO* for introduce the course at wrong timing..well at least ada hikmah disebalik semua itu hehehe.

syukur kehadirat illahi *is this real me writing* after couple months resting, i got a job di sebuah syarikat gergasi dibrunei which location have to move to LUMUT area so easy ke tempat kaja. hehehehehe no need to mention the COMPANY name kali eh..coz if diseria kan dishow off kan tmptku kaja ni ndada jua kana pandang..mcm hello..duh...mun di bandar barang kali hahahha *i bet kamu tau x ah* hehehe *shhhhsshshh keep it between us ja k* even though bukan permanent just sebagai ahli scheme di syarikat GERGASI atu p alhamdulillah the salary *actually elaun plg saja drg bagi* LUMAYAN BANGGETTT!!!! $_$ hehehe

and now for 1 month and 1 week dah kaja alhamdulillah, semoga berjalan dgn lancar dan tiada dugaan yang tidak di ingini berlaku.amin..k apa kerja ku and how my life in lumut or daerah belait will be continue next post..chowsyn..o_O

salam ramadhan 2010

2010-08-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum

Terlebih dahulu saya ucapkan Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan Al-mubarak semoga rezeki kita berlimpah ruah serta amal kita diterima dan dilipat ganda pahala..amin

im back..(not really)

2010-02-10T18:09:00.001-08:00

hahaha sorry for the nda te update hehe busy bangat.. hehehe mana uruskan final project g, joining taekwondo, n panggilan bukit hahahah.. so nda tah te update blogspot.. hahaha btw the truth is i almost forgot that i have blogspot wawawa.

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Valentine Day

Happy National Day

Tahun Baru Hijrah and Christmas

2009-12-21T05:47:00.000-08:00

selamat tahun baru hijrah

kepada umat islam sedunia

semoga di tahun baru ini

kita boleh mempertingkatkan lagi

azam serta hajat yang kita hajati

amin

secondly,

Merry Christmas

to all people

whose celebrating it

hehehehehe

thirdly,

selamat menyambut tahun baru

2010

semoga tahun baru ini membahagiakan kita

dengan azam and niat yang tulus

semoga tercapai apa yang dihajati pada tahun

2009

amin

yang terpenting azam pada tahun

2010

ini ialah tetap sama iaitu

Membuat Segala Yang dihadapi

dengan yang Terbaik

amin.

final year project

2009-12-09T07:13:00.000-08:00

fuh yesh exam abis dah on the 30th nov 2009 ari tu.. so masa ni aku tgh mencari any activity untuk my common skill fuh punya lah payah kan mencari activity tuk di claim telampau banyak bah activity ah heeheh btw my final year project for my HND in Networking is "GPS CAR NAVIGATION SYSTEM" so masa ni mendownload apa yang diperlukan. kecuali hardware gps tu aku pinjam dr ITB (nasib baik ada) so no money yang kuar lah tuk buat project ani.hehehe

oh yeah, KyLE XY ku dgr ada season 4 udah.. season finale.. yeash!! hahah Dexter masani download season 3 hehehe.. siuk yo.. another creta kan ku download is creta EASTWICK.. ani cetanya pasal witches.. siuk jua lah.. ani season satu pun alum abis.. hehe masani mencari episode 9 lagi.. hehehe aznuur kalau liat suka ni ya hahaha eh awu dlm creta ani jua ada MATT DALLAS belakun hehehe well wataknya still lyke kyle xy nothing new from him. i think he meant to be kyle xy ja kali. nda buleh belakun lain hahhaha.

eh lain jua ku buat ani..tajuk final year project tp menyimpang hahaha ok lah eh.. ada g tadi aku busy berabis bjalan dri ujung brunei ke ujung brunei bah, dari labi pagi td den ke tasik merimbun pas tu baik jua nda ke muara mun ia jua sakit ni batis ah.. pastu men bula hahaha aku puas sal aku score tiga biji hahaha.

oklah sini dulu..hehe chow

No More KYLE XY

2009-11-27T08:08:00.000-08:00

bull shit to ABC family..adakah patut Kyle xy tinggan season 3 sja then endingnya g haning berabis. gatal jua hatiku tu kan tau cana cerita selanjutnya.. ani fuck..its end and gone??? fuck u..

well luckily i have new tv show to see. thanks to DEXTER..

then kan aku check lagi about MATT DALLAS the "kyle xy" goash.. sakit ati ku...ia pnh kebrunei and aku nda tau.. bullshit.. well ketara tia aku tu nda fan banar kan crita ani..hahahha anyway.. now its time to move on amd i hope season 4 nya ada nanti sebab reason nya kana cancel because lack of advert and sponsor.. wtf... i hope jua creta DEXTER nda jd macamani.. so if it is cani jua nanti..i have to find another tv show to see.

frust to the average ja sal 2 bad new ja ku baca..if ada g satu pasal berkait mengait dgn tv show yg ku liat ani wah..malam ani jua wah..barutah frustration to the max..huhu

so nyte nyte and gosh!!! still hate it..happen

DEXTER

2009-11-25T22:05:00.000-08:00

what a strange day today,..hmm even though kureng tdo beberapa hari ni, tapi masih alum jua ku ngantuk2 nya..strange..beside aku baru Download Drama besiri ceta urg putih...judulnya "DEXTER" i know what u thinking..bukan dexter n diddy catoon tu.. hahah ani ceta macam ceta supernatural ,heroes wwah season 4 g kan di liat, ceta kyle xy..hmm season brapa g ah.. ah catu lah cetany.

tapi ceta dexter ni,kind of funny n apa ah..siuklah pokoknya..macam unpredictedlah cetanya ni.. well the sipnosis nya "this guy name dexter and he is a police officer in crime scene, tapi kaja nya as blood analysis..so anything crime ada blood ia dpt tau lah how the crime works. then he has a darkness inside him(well everybody have it) so darkness nya ni suka membunuh urang..with a valid reason lah masuk di akallah napa ia membunuh tu. he killing leave with untraceable lah then one dah ada satu crime yg mayat di potong2 tanpa ada darah..so ia pun hairan how was it done,who was it.." so ingin mengetahui creta lebih lanjut beli lah dvd "DEXTER" season 1 until brapa nda ku pasti pokoknya masani aku mendownload season 2 and 3 hahaha.

oh gosh lain tah plg kaja ku nah..exam ari isnin.. hahha nda pa ada masa g. k

Apologies to my coursemates

2009-11-23T08:45:00.000-08:00

I know, the title sound like i had so something bad to them but well i have difficulty to admit my own mistake so i just to declare here due to my behaviour about couple things..u know who u are..

well im publishing this not because i can't say it in front of u guys..or afraid and anything that similar to that. it just that i know if i say it in front of u couple (well i think i told u already in joke) u will be hurt..as my mouth nowadays very to the max lasernya.. so macam i can directly sakiti sapa saja yang aku mau at that time, at the same place and whatsoever..

first, i feel very-very annoyed to the very maximum when forming the course mate into a group then in the group u guys dating to one another and do the couple always do in front of me..then when ask are u dating and the answer is "no" or denying. seriously guys.. i totally can't help it. so i give u two choices :-1. stop doing the couple thingy in front of me. or 2. u guys want me to say it in front of u with not in a proper manner which is might get ur feeling to the maximum in bloody hell hurt.

second things..i know this is totally ridiculous. i don't like from friends to be a special friends which is everyday u see, talk, joke and share and learn the same course bla bla bla.. yet in the end will something bullshit happen ta da da..da..da..da.. and nda betagur bla bla bla.. in not into the group lg.. ada paham??

so stop it before i stop u... don't try me cause i'll do it. i will do it and not for the sake of friendship but for the sake of my feeling. ok

and if u guys really fall in love do it at least not in front of me and do not make me wait for u guys.. okey and be yourself as before okey..done (sapa tau phm2 sja lahn if baik hati sampaikan)

revision week

2009-11-17T19:37:00.000-08:00

well start on last Monday dah kami cuti.. cuti untuk blajar sendiri..belajar apa..mun nya dah dirumah ani bah payah kan blajar kan tido makan saja uleh nya...so planning tuk study group pun di buat bermula ari ani iaitu rabu jam mungkin 3-4pm startnya abis nya nda ku pasti ah sal ada 7 chapter kan di perbincangkan sama picking chapter of another module..fuh.. my module lagi alum tlist down apa chapternya.. errr~~~

ntah ah it just like a symptom of disaster bah tapi bukan jua sal it not the exam that i really afraid of...but just because of little thing makes me totally in chaos. well of course it not a little thing, cause it about my FINAL YEAR PROJECT..errr!! i know it my decision to configure what my project is but at certain time i feel like i'm not capable to do the project alone..i wish i have the gut to do it alone..

next thing is the common skill??? errrr every semesters i have to claim at least 3 time and each claim must have 3 things to claim..err..fuckk.. just because of my 3rd semester i didnt do alots and nothing to claim i must claim jua.. membari sasak eh....... tuk semester 4 ani tah g, antah eh apa kan di claim.mana pikirkan exam, project and ani..wah..stress bangat...

so sesiapa yang rasa kan masuk ITB tuambil HND..bersiap siaga tah tuk menghadapi semua ini..ok.its not easy as u think...and the schedule is not rumpang mcm urg ambil degree, full abis..dr pukul 8pagi sampai 4 ptg.. nasib baik lah kalau ada sampai kul 12 tu tapi every day man kul 8 start nya...hahaha apakan aku ni stress banar dah..

oh yeah,, today study group about Project Management. there are 7 chapter to study mine have 2 chapters to discuss with the group about time management and work phases.. hope fully u guys understand what i explain nanti.k

updates

2009-11-08T03:41:00.000-08:00

okey i noe that i've been long long long long time not updating myblog. first of all im very very sorry. the reasons why im not updating my blog are:-

no internet connection(nda mampu pakai espeed dan yg sebanding dgnnya)
malas kan ke kadai yg ada wi-fi just for blogging
no story kan di explotasikan
the last reason is may be im just not in the mood to blogging.

well my story begin now, malam yang dingin ini lagi meyeramkan dengan suara-suara petir dan deruan angin kencang membuat diri enak dibuai mimpi indah. lalu aku terjaga dalam pekat malam .....wait??? apakan aku buat ani.. hmm kan mengarang sajak pun bukan wawawaa

now bulan November dah.. bulan yang penuh dengan kesengasaraan disebabkan banyak ASSignment yang kan diantar in short time ani..fuh~ ada g test menyangkut tu ari Selasa ani.haiyooo....

then after dat revision week..fuh hope you all Network Engineering intake23 ready for the end EXAm ani..n for the four people yang mau group study tu be ready ah.. nanti ku kumpulkan topic mana kan di bincangkan dan kan kamu pilih supaya tani readykan awal note..nya k

exam ani baik jua sehari satu subject.. pagi ganya lg tu..siuk eh..haha ganya takut nda tbangun wawaaw tlampau blajar last minute saja..hahaha

okey lah nanti2 g ku update if ada ku rasa nda puas hati or apakah hehe

salam sejahtera my readers..

muah...with lots of hates n revenge

hanif

OMG....

2009-08-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

hello...to all readers...

sorry for not update for decade i guest..hahahaha

bukannya apa maklum dah abis attachment bulan 7 aritu, so ndada internet connection dirumah iatah..ndada ter update..ani pun paksa di kadai tuk mengupdate saja takut2 kamu piikir aku ni dah nda terupdate and mati kah apa kah...*nauzubillah* hahhaha

at least i tell u guys why im not update this blog for the couple of months..

well, for the couple of months ago, there alots alots lots lots lots of activity i did and i really enjoy it coz masa tu aku cuti.... hahah so aku ndadalah buat dok manjang makan tdo ja kat rumah.. hahaha below are the lists of activity i've done:-

- fishing

-street soccer

-perayaan HM

-crabbing a.ka. membintur

-hiking

-the most love is BBQ the crab freshly....SOOOOOooDAp tuh.. katam yg bebintur ah bkn isi katam tu..

and now the new semester dah bermula for the last three week kali.. hahaha so stresss and siuk sal subjectnya okey okey..ndada g kan dikusutkan sal maybe kami dah pandai kali atu wawawa,,,, p still ad ajua lecturer yg fuh..payah ku nak cakap hahaha

so since ramadhan in near soon,...on saturday... i like to say to all of u

"Happy Ramadhan and Fasting"

HAMPA HATIKU

2009-06-29T01:52:00.000-07:00

Ungu feat. Iis Dahlia dan Munkee 7 Kurcaci – Hampa Hatiku

Pernahkah kau merasa [2x]

Cukup sudah kuberikan cintaku

Cukup sudah rasa ini untukkmu

Mati sudah hati ini padamu

Mati sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

Reff:

Pernahkah kau merasa

Hatimu Hampa

Pernahkah kau merasa

Hatimu Kosong

repeat reff

Buang saja semua kata cintamu

Buang saja semua kata maafmu

Hancur sudah hati ini padamu

Hancur sudah hasrat ingin bersamamu

repeat reff [2x]

Rap:

pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa

dikala siang datang terasa gelap gulita

tiada cahaya hanya gelap hitam dan kelam

tak ada lagi suka tak ada rasa

pernahkah, pernah pernah pernah pernahkah, pernahkah kau merasa

disaat diri terlelap

meski gemuruh kian beradu slalu mengaduh

kau tetap terlelap dalam tidurmu

Dangdut:

Maafkan aku sayangku

Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, mengkhianatimu

Ampuni aku sayangku

Cukup katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu

Pernahkah kau merasa [3x]

repeat reff [2x]

Attachment is almost over !!!

2009-06-24T23:24:00.000-07:00

wow...yey.... akhyr nya dapat cuti attachment kan abis dah yesh~!!!! well mostly sapa yang ndada cuti or nda kna extend attachment nya durang abis ari sabtu ani last...wah!!! benci ku eh syut!!! aku suppose abis on the 30th june sal aku ari tu ada cuti iatah be-extend tia masa attachment ku errrrggg~!!

nyaman dah ati ni kan abis on 30th june ani ... tapi sekali nya ada tia project last minute atu on the 1st till 4th july bull!!!!! paksa tah extend sampai 4th july crappp!!!.. but then on the 4th atu aku n kekawan plan ke KK bemalam sana WOW what a clash.. then i kuar kan my magic wound *bkn magic wound yg semacam* to separate the mantera yang dipelajari di Acheh selama 7 tahun 7 bulan 7 hari 7 jam 7 minute dan 7 saat atu tuk aku dapat abis attachment on the 3rd july ahahahah.. well nda sia-sia aku blajar.. ahyr nya aku dapat cuti jua.. hahahaha..

but then my magic mantera atu mcm sekajap ja heng nya... syutt.. kan disuruh nya aku sambung after ku balik dr KK WTH... well aku nda kan kaja lg kali.. mau jua ku kan brehat.. hujan ribut lagi beranti .. hahaha so i plan kan ke limbang g after ke KK wwawaawwaawawa so balik brunei macam kira2 on the 12 or 14 july nanti hahaha

so i have 2 weeks to do my SWE report hahahaa.. i hope my plan works ...so no more work lah pas ni amin.hahahaha so readers doa2kan ja my plan lancar macam lancarnya virus H1N1 atu merebak ke seluruh dunia. hahaha

belajar setinggi-tinggi pohon,

biar sampai mengeluarkan buah,

buah yg tumbuh biar jangan sampai rosak,

jangan juga takbur dengan buah yang lainnya,

silap hari bulan bisa di jolok akhyrnya jatuh ketanah jua,

lalu dimakan tinggal biji.

What about Love

2009-06-14T21:09:00.000-07:00

10 core competencies comprise good leadership

2009-06-10T19:32:00.000-07:00

Visionary

Good leaders create a vision, a picture of the future, of where they want to take their organizations. Leaders can improve both the quality and acceptance of the vision by partnering with their peers, executive team, key employees throughout the organization or outside consultants. To get the best vision you need lots of ideas, and people support what they help to create.

Inspirational.
Once a vision is established, great leaders can inspire everyone in the company to get onboard. Employees in great organizations are passionate about what they do. This inspiration extends to customers, investors, suppliers, boards of directors and all other stakeholders.

This doesn't mean good leaders have to be charismatic or great public speakers, though some are. Leaders may inspire by example or in low-key ways. Every word and action demonstrates their passion for the vision.

Strategic.
Strategic leaders are clear and directly face the strengths and weaknesses of their own organizations, as well as their external opportunities and threats. They think in terms of leverage, fishing where the big fish are and partnering to gain market advantage. While interested in one sale, they would rather create pipelines and strategic alliances that generate thousands, or hundreds of thousands, of sales.

Tactical.
Wired like businesspeople, good leaders are bottom-line oriented and extraordinarily committed to results. They thrive on facts, figures, numbers and data. They're interested in ROI, ROE and EBIDTA. If not numbers-oriented themselves, they surround themselves with strong financial talent.

Focused.
Once vision and mission (a brief, clear statement of the reasons for an organization's existence) are established, good leaders achieve what they set out to do before launching new initiatives. By contrast, poor leaders may have dozens of conflicting programs and priorities. Leaders with 20 priorities essentially have no priorities.

Persuasive.
Not necessarily salespeople, good leaders can bring others to their point of view using logic, reason, emotion and the force of their personalities. They motivate by persuasion rather than intimidation. The key here is the leader speaking from his or her heart.

Likeable.
Good leaders are people-centric. They may be scientists, engineers or technical experts by background, but they recognize interpersonal skills are paramount. They display high degrees of emotional intelligence, and thrive on finesse and likeability.

They want to be liked -- and they are. Again, the key is what's inside the leader. Likeability comes from the inside out.

Decisive.
Sometimes shooting from the hip, good leaders can make decisions quickly -- often with incomplete data. As Theodore Roosevelt said, "In any moment of decision, the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, and the worst thing you can do is nothing."

Rarely is a leader able to get 100 percent of the information needed for a decision. Typically it is "60 percent and go" or "80 percent and go."

Ethical.
Good leaders are direct and straightforward. They set clear performance expectations and hold people accountable. This requires being direct and truthful, which can be difficult but -- more often than not -- is natural for the principle-based leader. Good leaders know it's hard to beat the truth.

Open to feedback.
Good leaders are open and dedicated to lifelong learning. They seek feedback about their performance through direct conversations and objective tools such as 360-degree reviews. Seeking continuous improvement in their companies, they also seek it for themselves.

Close your eyes,

Take a deep breath,

Open your mind,

Think positive,

say this in you heart:

" i can do this, oh GOD give me strength to face this "

tak ku lepaskan kau pergi walau sesaat kau menghindar

2009-06-09T00:50:00.000-07:00

hari ini terasa bagai sesuatu yang menyentuh di dilubuk hati ku setelah sekian lama tidak terusik oleh onak-onak busyuk bermain di pikiran dan dihati.

oh rupa-rupanya rindu lama kian menyemarak lagi...membuat hati rasa seperti... entah lah semoga aku dapat bertahan dalam pelayaran yang dipenuhi ombak gelora yang bisa menghancurkan perlayaran seorang perindu...

ku genggam erat gambar kita berdua,

ku letak dekat dihati,

ku pejam mata,

mengenang kau ada disisi,

membelai diri ini,

memanjakan kasih ini,

seperti berada dipelukkanmu,

alangkah indah jika ini reality,

tak ku lepaskan kau pergi walau sesaat kau menghindar,

aku tahu kita saling merindu,

saling menyayang,

saling menyinta..

dan ku mohon biar ia kekal,

kekal brada didalam jiwa masing2

kekal brada di hati nan luka....

air mata mula mengalir tanpa ku sedari,

menyentak aku dari lamunan bersama mu..

seolah olah aku lupa aku brada dimana,

lupa dengan realiti ini,

angin sepoi meniup ke pipi ku,

membelai rambutku,

menyejukkan lagi badan yang kedinginan,

terasa hambar tanpa pelukkan panas dari mu,

mengharap kau ada disisi.

jam berlalu begitu pantas,

sedangkan diri terasa baru sekejap,

fuh~

hebat sangat kah perang cinta ini,

gelap sungguh kah benci itu,

indah kah dunia percintaan kita,

namun

mengapa ada yang harus menghalang,

mengapa ada yang harus membenci,

mengapa..

sekarang aku mengerti,

mungkin kita tidak ditakdirkan bersama,

mungkin jodoh kita berbeda,

oleh itu,

ku harap kau dan aku simpan cinta kita,

biar abadi didalam hati masing-masing,

biar kekal dalam ingauan masing-msing,

biar hanya kita saja tahu kita saling mencintai.

biar kita saja yang tahu seberapa kuat kita merindu,

kerna

tidak akan ku lepas dikau pergi walau sesaat kau menghindar

=======================================================

kata orang,cinta itu buta;

kata cinta,dunia ku memang tak terbayang;

kata orang,rindu itu menyeksa;

kata rindu, jarak bukan penghalang ku;

=======================================================

3 more weeks

2009-06-05T19:38:00.000-07:00

pejam-celik, pejam-celik. dah nak abis semester tiga ani... tinggl 3 minggu ja lagi..yeye!!!! *counting days* oh gosh...thank god.. hahaha p karang dah cuti tu nda tau apa kan dibuat ah..hahaha oh yea report g alum ku start membuat hahahaha mudahan tah ku dapat buat..amin..

btw review balik kerja aku buat ani ah.. hmm boleh lah jua...mula2 projek yg handle well mostly projek nya ani with the jabatan kerajaan.. hehehe

1. inventory system + barcode..fuh~! this is the easiest system ever i had completed study ceh... tp biasa..org disana atu yang ngok sikit.. hahahaha who care i have right to say... the head of that section is so...STUPID and OLD,.. macam everything the work yang thier own work mau jua kan aku buatkan..untuk masukkn ke system atu..what the FUCK.. baik tah aku jdi bos sana tu.. tantu.. sikit2 call tanya masalah nya apa.. sikit2 call..fuck man..pls masa training bkn main lagak pandai.. dah di tanya ADA Questions.. PAHAM nya.. dah limpas training..bkn main bnyak tnyanya.. ngok.. tmpt ditanyanya ani g bkn progrmmrs.. time trainng ada progrmmr nda di tanya berabis ati.. TALOR..

then assistant nya ani jua satu.. TOHA jua..sorry to say ah.. kan diapa tia anak muda masani bnyk bedegree and unemploy ah.. ani urg TUHA jua di jdkn assistant..baik masa laju bekeraja ani.. ya ampun..alah siput bah laju nya.. cara btanya g tu mcm urg kegatalan..ew~! sadar lah dikit..

well alhamdulillah now the work involve with barcode or inventory dah selesai.. amin.. thank god..

2. delivery and installation of PC at UNISSA fuh.. this one is very i like. bayangkan 70 pc i yang kena buat sorang2..heheh but i like..hehehe

3.tide gauge..urusan dgn jabatan kerajaan jua,, nice training for about 4 dys..which is very da simple den the barcode.. thank god urg pandai2 dr section satu tu..hahaha

this projek almost done jua.lah alhamdulilah...

so far now ndada g kaja kali.. hahaha so lau adapapa ada ku post g eh btw sapa mau kaja disini as CLERK ada ni jawatan kosong.. pat WIZ ah..nda banyak kaja nya ni..sanang n ready2 ja kaja alone doing nothing..hahah p internet provided hahaha atu th ja tuk kamu buang burenk... LOCAL saja AH.. k

chaw..

keje mana yang senang;

keje mana yang tak susah;

diri nak keje,

sendiri kene usaha;

jangan pilih keje;

nanti hampeh satu keje tak ada..

TOMOK..Rindu Terhenti..Juara OIAM3

2009-05-12T21:28:00.000-07:00

wah... sungguh aku tidak menyangka. artis yang selama ini aku minati sudah berubah menjadi artis terbaik di sebuah rancangan ONE IN A MILLION.. dulu nya bagai artis kampungan dengan membawa lagu popular beliau iaitu sejarah mungkin berulang sekarang menjadi artis pilihan yang creative dan intelligent music..wah tidak sia-sia selama ini menjadi pujaan hati ku.. hehehe

p/s: to all of my friend yang suka mengejek aku dulu atu pasal si tomok ah,.. now u can see what i can see before *ceh* in his talent..caiyoo... proud to be tomok fan...

Setelah Kasih ini Punah

2009-05-11T17:52:00.000-07:00

Walau hilang dendam, hilang sakit hati hilang rasa geram dihati di sebabkan hanya satu pujian yang selama ini di cari namun..jika di perlakukan itu masih sama, tiada perubahan ibarat bukan anak kandung, hati mana yang mampu bertahan menampung hidup.

Kata orang, Syurga dibawah telapak kaki ibu, disebabkan ibu yang menngandungkan bertarung nyawa selama 9 bulan atau lebih atau kurang. dan tiada sesiapa pun yang menidakkan fakta itu.. tiada siapa pun yang mempersoalkan kata-kata itu.. sebab itu lah yang tercatit tentang ibu.

Ibu lah yang harus disanjung lebih..bak kata pepatah "tangan yang mengayun buian bisa mengoncang dunia" semua itu benar..kerna itu lah ibu..

Tetapi apakah perlu disanjung tinggi dan dituruti semua suruhannya demi tidak menghampakan dan menyakiti hati nya?? sekiranya ibu yang memahami dan bertindak adil kepada anak-anak nya memang wajar.. Tetapi..

Apakah wajar jika ibu itu sendiri yang menjual anak mereka hanya demi kepentingan masa depan nya sendiri? apakah wajar jika ibu itu tidak berlaku adil kepada anak-anaknya? sehingga membuat anak itu rasa diperlakukan seperti orang suruhan,, sehingga anak itu merasa seolah-olah bukan anak kandung mereka..sehingga anak itu hilang harga diri, maruah serta kepercayaan diri. apakah itu wajar? masih kah "Syurga itu dibawah telapak kaki ibu"???

memang benar kata pepatah itu "tangan yang menghayun buaian bisa mengoncang dunia"

baik ajarannya maka baik lah hasilnya.. jika buruk ajarannya maka buruk lah jua hasilnya.

Sampai bila hati seorang anak mampu bertahan menanggung perlakuan ibu yang selama ini hanya menyakitkan dan menggores hati luka lara membunuh maruah dan harga diri seorang anak...Sampai bila kah itu harus berakhir?? sampai bila kah sang ibu sedar akan yang telah di perlakukannya. sampai bila???? sampai bila kah pepatah dan ayat keramat itu akan tidak di salah gunakan lagi???

sayang anak biar sama rata;

kasih anak biar berpada-pada;

tegur anak biar kena pada tempatnya;

marah anak biar pada salahnya;

anak adalah satu tanggung jawab;

ibu bapa adalah satu anugerah;

kemarahan anak beerti keseksaan hidup;

kemarahan ibu bapa beerti kelakuan anak yang salah.

Harvard "Male Britney" interview

2009-05-07T19:02:00.000-07:00

IvyGate originally copy from..*apakan??*

He's ba-ack! Harvard's self-proclaimed "male Britney Spears" and maker of gloriously cheesy music videos, Petros, has gyrated his way back into the spotlight, and this time it's not sparkle-infused jizzum he's selling but golddigging, gloryholes, and self-love. Ladies and gentlemen, prepare to be, er, petrified, by "Predator."

IvyGate: "Both "Body Glow" and "Predator" refer to making "videos." Can we expect a Petros sex tape any time soon?"
Petros: "C'mon, Maureen."
IvyGate: "What? Lena Chen had one!"
Petros: "Sex tapes propel career that are already set. We still have to work on mine for a bit. I'd say 2015."

More from everyone's favorite Greek-American singing sensation on sexual politics, the state of pop music, and why he'll never actually be Britney Spears. After the jump.

Interview edited for length and clarity, mostly to remove awkward LOL's and embarrassing typos.

PETROS ON BRITNEY VS. XTINA, AND HIS NEW SONG

IG: "first: Harvard's Britney Spears or Harvard's Xtina Aguilera. Which do you prefer?"
Petros: "the male britney spears, no question"
Petros: "i dont have the pipes and i tend to think of myself as an "entertainer" rather than a singer"
Petros: "also my music is supposed to be party music; im never trying to propose that there's any merit other than its pure unadulterated fun factor"
IG: "Tell me about your new video and song! Did you film it on campus? I saw some suspiciously academic-looking books and leather upholstery..."
Petros: "yeah it was all filmed on campus, in a matter of hours"
IG:" hours! that's all?"
Petros: "yeah. i spend summers on music, and then focus on extracurrics on campus and academics during the year"
Petros:" i wrote predator in july and august and although i dont take the "artistry" of my music too seriously, i make sure that every second of it lives up to my own standard of perfection so the writing goes on forever until I'm totally satisfied"
Petros:" [shooting] the video is a much quicker process. the editing took a few weeks"

...ON HIS CAREER AND WHY HE'LL NEVER REALLY BE BRITNEY:

IG: do you want to go into music professionally?
Petros: i do, probably as a producer
Petros: A&R is something i'm very interested in. it means artist & repertoire and its the name assigned to people who seek out talent, work with producers, and brand a product that can be unleashed on the masses
Petros: britney's a&r, for example, is my idol. best A&R'ing of the past decade
IG: so you don't want to be a pop star after all this??
Petros: hahah no. i do love to perform
Petros: im very passionate about theater and music
IG: but i JUST WATCHED YOUR ENTIRE YOUTUBE REPERTOIRE are you telling me that was for nought?
Petros: look
Petros: really exciting things are happening in music right now
Petros: i would love to be a popstar
Petros: in years past there wasn't really a chance, but now its really all about self promotion, about having the ambition to learn every facet of the industry and inject yourself into it, with no inhibitions
IG: ...and are you going to take the bait?
Petros: ive gotten scouted by a label, my favorite label actually, but i don't really know if anything will come of it
IG: !!!
IG: why not?
Petros: what i really want is to make sure that music is always the focus of my life whether im producing, managing, or performing because luck is such a HUGE factor in the whole process
Petros: i dont necessarily have the "look" or the "talent" to be signed to a boyband, for example
Petros: but i have the ambition and the drive to succeed in music, I believe. it all depends on what executives believe will sell and that part is out of my hands
IG: very pragmatic.
Petros: yeah, but im definitely an optimist, otherwise i would never pursue such a ridiculous field

...ON GOLD-DIGGERS

IG: speaking of optimism and your outlook:

You want to marry a millionaire
You were born with product in your hair
You know what you want and you don't care
How I feel [a direct quote from "Predator"]

IG: Is this based on real life? Like, say... floozies from BC trying to snag Harvard dudes??
Petros: HAH
Petros: i was in new york this summer and i met someone who me that everyone wants to marry a harvardy boy because "everyone wants a millionaire husband" - i found it really interesting that they equated the two and wanted to put it in my song in an ironic context
Petros: i think of "predator" as more of a parody of a culture we've grown up in

...ON BEING OUT OF THE CLOSET:

IG: is your sexuality on the record?
Petros: im very open about it
IG: what is it?
Petros: HAHA
Petros: oh, sorry
Petros: im gay
Petros: but i mean, i dont see sexuality as constant either. but thats a longer interview
IG: then why do you make songs about hetero guys chasing hot chicks?
Petros: oh but predator is explicitly gay
Petros: especially in the gloryhole scene
Petros: when im on the opposite side of mySELF
IG: so you are gay... because you want to have sex with yourself?
Petros: i try to employ some subtlety so that i dont completely alienate either sexuality
Petros: EXACTLY. who doesnt
IG: ah-ha! this is what we call the "harvard homo"
IG: self-love
Petros: haha
Petros: touche
IG: (that was an inappropriate joke and may not make it into my post)
Petros: i think that there are a lot of artists out there who "wont discuss their sexuality" because it doesnt make a difference to the music. to me that's bullshit because in this political and cultural climate, its crucial to the music and to the artist, to the fans. i dont think it should be relevant, but unfortunately - it is. and artists have to really consider that. i know you didnt ask but its something i think is important.

...ON FAME:

IG: Do you have many fans?
Petros: fans?
Petros: i have a lot of FRIENDS, who support very loyally and who im very appreciative of
Petros: there is an online community of people that is expanding every day, the pop conoisseurs who are friending me on myspace, giving me great feedback. and that means a lot - because most of the time they're into the music im into. lady gaga, britney spears, etc.
IG: do random people ever see the videos of you, like, taking your shirt off and stalk you at Harvard parties and stuff?
Petros: im known on campus, but mostly in jest, which is completely intentional
Petros: i think my work in other arts and facets redeems my legitimacy
IG: where ARE the good gloryholes at Harvard, anyway?
Petros: hush you
Petros: that was only for those observers who were in tune enough to notice
Petros: apparently you werent one of them ;)
IG: i was a terrible english major
Petros: lol. im english too
IG: regarding the "in jest" thing -- how much of Petros is ironic, and how much is in earnest?
Petros: i mean, im definitely playing into a gimmick
Petros: what people would expect from a euro-trash electro pop kid
Petros: but i do believe in what i'm doing in that i think people enjoy it; whether its for the camp factor or because they can actually connect with it - i don't care. i'm just down with the idea that people can dig my lyrics and my tunes. thats the most exciting part
IG: very britney spears "piece of me"
Petros: i mean, what part of my life isn't inspired by a britney spears song, really?
Petros: also - just to clarify "body glow" - the video is about a girl. there's not supposed to be a romance, but its usually understood. i made that over a year ago and i think it accurately reflects the "artist" i was then, whereas predator has seen me "grow" into something quite different
Petros: the very reason i got into "writing music" was because in 2005, britney was launching that hiatus that she never really returned from - and rap was dominating the radio waves. i wanted to make pop music i could love and that maybe other people could get into? thats why i started, and i just see myself as continually experimenting

...ON THIS VERY INTERVIEW (meta!):

Petros: im going to come off as the FLAMBO of the century in this interview, arent i
IG: i have this effect on people
Petros: well dont entirely castrate me
Petros: im gay
Petros: but i consider myself masculine
Petros: i just love britney spears okAY?!

...ON HIS WEIRD OTHER VIDEO:

IG: let's talk Body Glow. what IS "body glow" anyway? Was my co-editor Jacob's guess -- "Petros' jizzum" -- accurate?
Petros: body glow is anything you want it to be. i cant disclose more than that.
IG: dammit. this is another English major test i'm failing, isn't it.
Petros: i wrote it thinking more about sexuality. like, be yourself
Petros: it was just supposed to highlight any kind of oppression, and give a means to release yourself
IG: omg! the church thing! and the BLOOD!
Petros: the blood thing was just weird
IG: haha. you realized this in retrospect?
Petros: eh, a lot of things happen on a video shoot. they're not always intentional

...ON SEX TAPES:

IG: Both "Body Glow" and "Predator" refer to making "videos." Can we expect a Petros sex tape any time soon?
Petros: cmon maureen
IG: What? Lena Chen had one!
Petros: sex tapes propel career that are already set. we have to work on mine for a bit
Petros: id say 2015

Links:

One night stand episode II

2009-05-05T00:16:00.000-07:00

Dengan doa agar tidak menjadi tetapi mengharapkan sukses.. Kejadian yang telah lama dilupakan, kini berulang kembali seperti kasih nya laila kepada majnun yang tak pernah berubah sampai kemati.. namun kekuatan hati untuk menebusi akal sekali lagi telah berjaya merobohkan dinding keramat yang telah ditampal dengan seribu satu macam cobaan dan usaha.

Tetapi mangsa kali ini tidak mengenal erti "memberi dan menerima" hanya "menerima" senantiasa.. tidak "memberi" seolah-olah hanya melayan kepuasannya .. tetapi itu semua tidak menjadi penghalang bila diri sudah dikemaruki nafsu yang membara untuk melayari bahtera yang selama ini tersimpan didalam hati seorang kemaruk akan sesuatu yang di luar jangkaan.

Jika orang hanya nak menerima tidak memberi bagaikan cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan tidak dapat memenuhi impian yang selama ini nak dicapai..namun begitu bukan satu yang susah untuk membalas orang yang begini rupa....caranya amat mudah.. setelah bahtera bocor di tengah jalan, naik perahu mendayung lah sampan..mudik kehulu. tanpa menoleh kebelakang tanpa menghiraukan bahtera yang indah dikarami lautan yang bergelora.. seolah-olah bahtera itu hanya sebagai satu alat permainan...

Bak kata pepatah.. "sudah sampai tempat nak dituju, pengangkutan pun tak berguna lagi." "sudah puas belayar, bahtera indah pun tak di peduli lagi" rasa kesal tidak di hiraukan lagi, rasa hampa itu "i dun care anymore" yang penting kepuasan telah dimiliki, keinginan telah di puasi, keasyikan telah tidak dicapai lagi, kerna destinasi nak dituju telah pun dikecapi.

Akhirnya semua yang tidak ingini berlaku menjadi satu permainan yang akan digemari. tidak takut akan sesuatu yang buruk bisa terjadi,

malah rasa kesucian diri pun tidak penting lagi,

maruah yang di jaga selama ini pun sudah berkecai,

hanya yang tinggal lakonan yang tiada orang ketahui.

topeng hati bersalut dengan budi,

topeng diri sembunyikan hati,

topeng Illahi membongkar segala yang tersembunyi.

Love this songs

2009-05-01T20:39:00.000-07:00

predator lyrics

petros
it struck midnight
were at a party
you take your shirt off so i can see your body
wanna meet me
in the bathroom
i know better than that know better cuz
you're in the mood and im to blame
say you wanna do it then you ask my name
wont be your boytoy in this game that you play

cuz you look so clean but talk so dirty
never been kissed but your boyfriend's thirty
physical when you flirt
you're never the victim you're the predator

predator

you swear you're clean
as you brush your nose off
you did some scenes
but you never took your clothes off
you spent the day updating your myspace
ill spend tonight trynna get you off of my case

you wanna marry a millionaire
you were born with product in your hair
you know what you want and you dont care how i feel

cuz you look so clean but talk so dirty
never been kissed but your boyfriend's thirty
physical when you flirt
you're never the victim you're the predator

predator

you look so clean
but talk so dirty

so come here closer i wont bite
below the waist if that's alright
you oughtta know i need my hit
get what i want so get used to it

cuz you look so clean but talk so dirty
never been kissed but your boyfriend's thirty
physical when you flirt
you're never the victim you're the predator

cuz you look so clean but talk so dirty
never been kissed but your boyfriend's thirty
physical when you flirt
you're never the victim you're the predator

A NIGHT STAND WITH TOTALLY STRANGER

2009-04-28T20:41:00.000-07:00

mun dah ndada kan di buat ani, temanung ja sorg di duduk di opis kerusi merah ani..bek jua nda dook di tangga temanung melamun sorg diri mengalahkan ikan tamanung.

buat2 tamanung atu , teimbash tia kembali kisah2 yang penah dibuat selama ani urang nda tau apa diri ani dah buat... kan dijadikan satu penyesalan dah terjadi, kan dijadikan satu pegalaman sudah pasti, kan dijadikan tatapan umum itu takut hilang harga diri, kan dijadikan satu rahsia sudah sebati dgn diri,kan di jadikan hobbi tatap nda mau buat lagi, kan dijadikan permainan sudah pasti nak lagi.

itulah kata2 yang boleh mendiscrip apa yang tlah dilakukan..awda pikir2kan lah sendiri apa yang telah di lakukan. di pendekkan cerita......

adat timur tak sama dgn adat barat, kesopanannya,ke tuturannya, kesantunannya, sudah sedia maklum namun terpengaruhnya dgn adat barat bisa mengalahkan adat timur itulah kekuatan orang kafir untuk menyelewengkan diri ketimuran. nak dijaga adat,dibahas dengan kolot. nak dipertahankan dibalas dgn kejahatan. nah sudah menyimpang lagi..apa nak disampaikan ialah

tak salah nak ikut adat barat namun biar adat timur jadi utama.

nak ikut kata hati,nafsu..nak ikut kata akal,rugi.. itulah bemain diminda seorang remaja dilanda simalakama. akhirnya terpaksa mengikut kata hati. setelah semua perancangan dibuat maka bejalan lah operasi yang sedang bermain diminda diikuti dengan kata nafsu..

dengan hanya satu malam sahaja semuanya menjadi nyata,turutan nafsu dibuat namun kekesalan dirasa. walaupun tidak seindah yang diharapkan namun pengalaman sudah pun tercapai,nafsu pun sudah berlepas, sakit pun terpaksa ditahan. namun enaknya hanya sementara.

setelah selesai sumpah mati tak mahu lagi. setelah sekian lama perasaan itu kembali lagi ingin kan sesuatu yang baru dan berpengalaman supaya bisa jadi kenangan dalam ingatan..tetapi kali ini, akal selalu menewaskan hati..namun begitu nafsu bisa memenangi akal.. terasa seperti berbagi..dan akhirnya sendiri yang menanggung dosa dan silap diri. tiada rasa diri ini kotor mahupun rasa nak bertaubat.

malah mahu merancang sesuatu yang diluar dugaan.dengan doa agar tidak menjadi tetapi harapan mahu sukses. nantikan episode seterusnya....

satu malam bersama orang asing,

boleh memberi seribu satu pengalaman,

satu malam bersama orang dikasihi,

boleh memberi seribu satu cobaan.

SETELAH SEKIAN LAMA

2009-04-27T18:28:00.000-07:00

Setelah sekian lama seusia diri ini begitu lah juga penantian yang telah lama ditunggu oleh seorang anak juga sebagai seorang adik dan abang menunggu pujian yang ditunggu-tungggu yang lahir dari ibu kandung sendiri.

Walaupun bunyinya tak seperti yang disangka, namun jelas perasan seorang anak setelah lama bersusah payah untuk mengambil hati ibu yang selama ini dirasa kan bukan seperti ibu kandung sendiri,satu pujian yang datang dari mulut ibunya sendiri telah menghapus segala dendam keraguan yang telah lama tersirat berkubu didalam hati seorang anak.

Setelah sekian lama, seorang anak yang telah berusaha untuk mencapai segala hajat seorang ibu hanya untuk mencapai kebanggaan hati ibu yang teramat susah dari adik-beradik yang lain seolah-olah diri anak ini baru nak dipandang tinggi seperti dimana anak ini bisa jadi tempat bergantung dan boleh diharap dari adik-beradik yang lain.

Setelah sekian lama juga, hanya dengan satu pujian yang lahir dari hati ibu boleh mengubat segala yang menyakitkan menjadi satu keriangan yang tak terkira.. tidak disangka begitulah kekuatan doa seorang ibu, walaupun ianya satu pujian yang biasa di mata orang lain.

bicara ibu adalah satu doa,

marah ibu alamat tanda bala,

teguran ibu bererti tanda sayang,

pelukkan ibu bermaksud tanda kasih,

air mata ibu adalah tanda cinta,

Amaran~!!!!

2009-04-16T23:41:00.000-07:00

To all car owner or sapa-sapa yang pandai bawa kereta just to warn u guys n girls. Now Brunei is not a SAFE place anymore... since the PIHAK BERKENAN sukar nak tangkap para penjahat yang ada di sekitar sini.. PARA PENCURI-PENCURI sudah berleluasa dan semakin PINTAR dalam menjalankan OPERASI PENCURIAN mereka. Bukan Nak mengata PIHAK TERTENTU..tetapi ini hanya untuk peringatan abiskita diluar sana.

PERINGATAN TERSEBUT:-

1) Jangan tinggalkan engin kenderaan AWDA hidup dan tiada sesiapa didalam semasa AWDA sdg membeli di KEDAI RUNCIT..walaupun yang dibeli itu hanya sekadar minuman atau sekejap..Kerana PENCURI dengan pantas boleh memasuki kenderaan awda tanpa awda sedari walaupun dompet awda bawa pasti handphone dan benda yang berharga lainnya ada didalam kenderaan awda.

2) Semasa sembahyang jumaat terutama dikawasan MASJID SERUSOP..jangan dibiarkan CERMIN KENDERAAN AWDA terbuka walaupun HANYA 2-3CM, dan jangan berharap pada ALARM KENDERAAN AWDA saja..KERNA Pencuri tahu bagaimana nak MEMATIKAN FUNGSINYA.. apalagi cermin yg terbuka sedikit..dengan sekejap saja boleh di buka PINTU KENDERAAN AWDA. tanpa meninggalkan cap JARI.

3)Pada Waktu pagi Semasa MEMANASKAN ENGIN KEENDERAAN, lalu awda masuk rumah untuk bersarapan..KERANA PENCURI AMAT PINTAR, tahu akan RUTIN harian AWDA .KENDERAAN awda tidak akan hilang namun AWDA pasti lupa akan barang yg awda sudah simpan dalam kenderaan awda, sudah pasti handphone, dompet dan sebagainya.

4)Jangan Tinggalkan KENDERAAN AWDA terlalu jauh dan lama semasa AWDA bersiar-siar lebih-lebih lagi tempat yang Sunyi atau tempat ramai orang..PENCURI BOLEH melakukan kegiatan mereka walaupun ditempat yg ramai orang.

5) Jangan Tinggalkan barang-barang yang berharga atau tidak didalam kenderaan awda samada awda sembunyikn dibawah kerusi atau tidak pencuri akan mengambil kesempatan yang ada.

Oleh itu, para pemilik kenderaan, sama-sama lah kita menjaga hak kita dari dirampas oleh PENCURI YANG PINTAR dan boleh mengaburi mata PIHAK TERTENTU sebab PENCURI-PENCURI ini sudah tahu bagaimana PIHAK TERTENTU beroperasi dengan TEKNOLOGI yang serba kekurangan.

sekian salam.

Bersama kita membentras dan memajukan negara kita.

Tarikh lahir dalam tahun Islam

2009-04-15T01:40:00.000-07:00

16 hb Mac 1988 --> Bulan kelahiran Islam anda adalah pada 27 Rejab 1408 Hijrah iaitu jatuh pada hari Rabu.

Maksud : Satu lagi bulan suci yang mengharamkan perlawanan atau peperangan dan salah satu bulan yang dihormati. Ia juga dikenali sebagai Rajab al Fard. Fard bermaksud keseorangan; kerana tiga bulan suci yang lain berada jauh dan berturutan berbanding Rejab di tengah-tengah.

Sifat : Semasa kecil anda seorang yang degil dan nakal. Ibu bapanya patut mendidik anda dengan baik agar anda dapat menerapkan nilai-nilai yang baik. Ketika sudah dewasa, anda suka bersikap merendah diri dan bersikap tidak tahu menahu. Ini agak berlainan dari sikap anda semasa kecil. Walau bagaimanapun, hidup anda selamat dan aman.

p/s: hmm tentang sifat tu agak kureng sikit ye.. hahahah

The Earth Dragon - Chinese Zodiac

2009-04-13T20:21:00.000-07:00

Decription: The key to the Dragon personality is that Dragons are the free spirits of the Zodiac. Conformation is a Dragon's curse. Rules and regulations are made for other people. Restrictions blow out the creative spark that is ready to flame into life. Dragons must be free and uninhibited. The Dragon is a beautiful creature, colorful and flamboyant. An extroverted bundle of energy, gifted and utterly irrepressible, everything Dragons do is on a grand scale - big ideas, ornate gestures, extreme ambitions. However, this behavior is natural and isn't meant for show. Because they are confident, fearless in the face of challenge, they are almost inevitably successful. Dragons usually make it to the top. However, Dragon people be aware of their natures. Too much enthusiasm can leave them tired and unfulfilled. Even though they are willing to aid when necessary, their pride can often impede them from accepting the same kind of help from others. Dragons' generous personalities give them the ability to attract friends, but they can be rather solitary people at heart. A Dragon's self-sufficiency can mean that he or she has no need for close bonds with other people

Career : The Dragon's originality is the most impressive and outstanding of all his characteristics. The Dragon is quite imaginative and always able to see new paths where others may run into brick walls. Dragons are very adaptable and are fit for various occupations, especially if those occupations allow him to take the limelight. In any of these occupational situations, the Dragons will take a radical approach. Dragons work hard, but would rather give orders than receive them. They should avoid jobs that encompass too much routine, and should move toward jobs in which their self-reliance can be an asset.

Well Suited Occupation: Computer analysts, Inventors, Engineers, Architects, Lawyers, Philosophers, Psychoanalysts, Brokers, Managers, Salespeople, PR People, Advertising agents, Armed forces members, Campaigners, Politicians

Finance : Dragons like to spend money and are charitable themselves as well as with others. They do not know the meaning of the word "accumulate," and making money does not intrigue them as it may others. Many Dragons will take big chances with their finances, sometimes betting on their shirt and losing it right off of their backs. Yet, they were born with the Midas Touch, and it very rare that a Dragon remains poor for long. Dragons will always be straightforward in financial dealings and can always be trusted.

Health : Dragons take thrilling risks and burn the candle at both ends so they are fortunate to be blessed with good health. Among the most hearty of the Animal signs, they can suffer bad health as a result of stress. Symptoms of their personalities often stem from emotional outbursts and can range from tension headaches to depression to hypertension. Dragons can remedy these problems by maintaining their cool, implementing a routine in their daily lives, and utilizing exercises such as yoga or tai kwon do that soothe the mind and spirit as well as tone the body.

Love: People love Dragons so much because they are generous, charismatic, irresistible, and so brave that standing beside them banishes fear. They generate excitement and turn heads anywhere they go. They are free-spirited and impulsive and can help others achieve their dreams. Others love to be around Dragons because they have a way of making people feel better. Dragons are quick to fall in love, but do not surrender their independence easily leaving most of them to live life by themselves. Yet, an smart, witty, and funny companion may intrigue the Dragon long enough to make him want to get married. And once the Dragon becomes committed, he is unlikely to ever leave.

2009-02-26T17:28:00.000-08:00

ON HIATUS

Due to nothing to share and got a lot of works

Kereta ku kecurian!!!

2009-02-19T23:54:00.000-08:00

tadi baru abis sembahyang jumat...aku tarus lah balik ke kereta (keadaan kereta seperti biasanya,mcm tiada yg berubah) and hajat ating kan membali minyak ni. p since minyak msh tutup..malas tah ku kan membali. then rasa2 diri ani macam lapa jua kn...kan singgah konon di garai anggrek ani.. p nda jua ku jd. so last2 kan balik ke opis ja ku.... n b4 ku ke opis singgah u pat padang kebajikan ah... branti skjp kan men chek beg usin... cek punya cek...bilak punya bilak beg usin ani.. ndada bah usin yg anggaran $50 ke bawah ah.. heran jua ku tu.. then ku cek g beg ku ..kan mencek handpone NOKIA yg murah atu... ndada jua ada. kn banggang kn aku ni.. so i thought tercicir o apa kah ah..trus ja ku ke opis yang berampiran ah.. mencek g.. so TOTALLY NDADA LANGSUNG!!!!!! busyttt then naik opis gtau kawan ku.. ia srh report polis yg berdekatan...

sampai ja pat polis ah.. rupanya ada tah jua sorg ani kecurian jua..dalam kretanya. sama lah kes nya pokoknya.... lapas smbahyang jumaat ah... hmm so ia lah dulu kana soal siasat... den heran jua ku kn sal ia ani biasa bh dgn SANG Polis ani..hmm upa2nya Polis tah jua..nyanta...manakn capat urusannya...shuiiiii....

yang kediaku ani...purrr semangat...betabiat bah menguruskan ah...sadang2 eh... bkn plg ku kn mengucapkan disini ani...it true plg kamu bkraja.. tp belanggu urg nunggu bah..urg kan bkrja g..ndakan kan mguruskan hal kecurian ani..24 jam dsanaa...ELOOOO!!!!

bab mengambil statement g.. wah lagi lah lambat nya menulis ... mun urg kan tekamih,tekamih dah kali eh.... lawa tu lawa...p ntah apa yg ditulisnya nda ku brapa merati paksa g di ZOOM KN mata ah d pokuskan....meliat tulisannya ah..sadang2...taim menulis atu menulis bkn kan liat Hand Phone atu.. kraja atu kraja. hp pun hp jua..nda ku marah sal kn bmain hp..

lg satu kata kan mau ANGGARAN brapa harga hp ku atu.. ku gtau below $200 nda jua menerima..tanya g brapa below $200 ani... syt!!!! kita mau ANGGARAN kah HARGA BANAR??? tantu tantu deh.

well over all kurang memuaskan lah customer servicenya atu..disana ah.. pls lah cana kn maju dalm penangkapan criminal... mun kan ku post sal apa kekurangan nya bh..betimbun ni.. sanak ja urg membaca krg.

at LAST but not least ceh... i HOPE U ALL can tangkap sapa PENCURINYA AH... mudahan ya selamat..

and to all muslims yg sembahyang jumat any wherelah ah. tutp tarus tu tabuk ah jgn th dibiarkn tebuka sikit 2mm pebaik..be viser pebaik..mun nya gian kn mencuri ani...tatap jua tu...

sekian dulu..

My Gym Agenda

2009-02-16T16:27:00.000-08:00

At last, my dream become reality. the moment of to bina badan ops...to make my body fit as fit as it can take. awwawawa.. well lately im going to the gym at lambak area called MEGA GYM...

The place is nice and the people is friendly too. hmm what else i have to share ah??? well enough for today. hehehe

GPS-Now can use in brunei

2009-02-12T17:14:00.000-08:00

what is GPS?

From wiki, it says that :-

The Global Positioning System (GPS) is a global navigation satellite system (GNSS) developed by the United States Department of Defense and managed by the United States Air Force 50th Space Wing. It is the only fully functional GNSS in the world, can be used freely, and is often used by civilians for navigation purposes. It uses a constellation of between 24 and 32 Medium Earth Orbit satellites that transmit precise microwave signals, which allow GPS receivers to determine their current location, the time, and their velocity. Its official name is NAVSTAR GPS. Although NAVSTAR is not an acronym, a few backronyms have been created for it.

Basically, it use satellite to give the information of your location. and with some advanced application, you can see the area where you stand at. and you can make this GPS as to guide you to find which road to use to go specific location. hahaha nice what ??? well it good for people yang malas kan mengingati jalan and yg pelupa jalan apa yg diguna kn sal ia bg instruction jua.... hehhee here some device i use and map yang show where i am

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Holux GPSlim 236B

this is my way from office to my cousin house . the purple line hehehe iakah jua tu..

Finally GPS is working!!

2009-02-06T19:23:00.000-08:00

first of all, i like to say that since my attachment been started, aku tu dah dberi satu assignment for the jabatan perancang bandar and desa. about something imagery... hehe *senses sikit* then after that kan aku kna bg lg ops kan pinjamkan satu device called GPS receiver (GPSr). then from that moment my life been ALOT in MISREBLE!!!!! and i balik2 dah GIVE UP on that things.

bkn nya apa i must try to connect the GPSr to my laptop and need some map to make it function very well!!!...fuh for 2 WEEKS man!!! and finally it works!! then i try to test my GSPr dgn keluar dr opis ke jalan raya macam ORG GILA mundar mandir..hahahah then FINALLY IT WORKING!!!!! oh YESH!!! I AM GOOD AT IT HAHAHAHAH.... CONGRATULATION TO ME!!! ceh ahahahhaahaha

My Attachment Placement

2009-01-31T00:42:00.000-08:00

since 27th january dah gue mulai attachment.. fuh disini dimulai dgn bagaimana environment tmpat gue kerja.. biar my pict do the talking...

jumlah meja terdapat : 5 meja

jumlah kerusi terdapat : 13 kerusi

jumlah penghawa dingin : 5 penghawa dingin

jumlah wash room : 2 buah tp satu aja yg terpakai

jumlah soket listrik terlekat : 5 soket

lastly jumlah para pekerja yg rajin dan handalan termasuklah bos dan aku : 4 org..

..harap awda sekalian faham bagaimana situasi pekerjaan gue..

buang boring

2009-01-30T23:52:00.000-08:00

inilah karya ku bila ndada buat kaja di opis..hehehe

Tagged by ebel

2009-01-30T11:03:00.000-08:00

write your FULL name with your elbow. NO BACKSPACING.

TAGGED 10 people to do this.

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hahahha cali..

rahmat

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tijah

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ntah

YOU

FISHING

2009-01-29T10:44:00.000-08:00

Pada saat-saat akhri begini si, ya kami rajin bangat aja fishing.. lokasinya agak nyeramkan juga si ya biasalah pada waktu malm terpaksa aja lewatin kuburan..fuh ngeri tau ngak.. lokasi nya KG TAMOI.. tp Alhamdulillah si.. dapat ikan sebanyak gini.. hehehe then at the same time ada tia jua org FRANCE melawat Kg ah.. famous lah cikit hahaha

OCEAN

2009-01-28T10:49:00.000-08:00

2009-01-28T10:40:00.000-08:00

Congratulation To

HAJAH IZWALIANA & AWG AHMAD

For being Engage on

25^th January 2009

May you two happy together always

2009-01-27T23:38:00.000-08:00

2009-01-27T10:34:00.000-08:00

Hai ketemu lagi ni si..hehehe nah keterbiasaan dah bah liat ceta indon manakan teikut-ikut .hehehe

Now I have mood to share some of my story. Last December tahun yang lalu, aku baru jua abis buat adventure sama dgn durg NE, just to let the free time goes by.. *apakan.* after tu kan iatah ngam2 cuzn2 kan ke KK (kota kinabalu) memperliatkan schedule ku semuanya kosong and budget taim atu ada lah cikit hehe *nda tau-tau elaun kuar dah, baik jua mun nda abis* fuh.. so kau pun joinlah sekaki dua jadi tiga kaki. Apakan*.

Dalam perjalanan kesana ada jua lah sampat ku gambar2 *kelurusan batry telpun ada cikit* adalah yg ku rasa menarik lebih tertarik dan tercatik .. hehehe semuanya gambar gaung je.. hehe and ada one part yg ku suka bangat2.. gambar yg terakhir sekali.. itu BENARAN itu..takde photoshop tu.. hehehe jgn nda galat. Lau buleh kan ku cium g tu..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2009-01-25T10:33:00.000-08:00

Hello semuanya, 1^st Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Ox Year.. hehehe apakan. What ever lah..

2^nd maaf ya kerna udah membuat kalian nunggu keluaran cerita gue yg dah lama gue ngak kongsikan bersama, bkn kerna apa si.. Cuma kerna gue kebelakangan ini lagi pusing, sakit2an, maklum lah cuaca sekarang ni kan ngak bisa di tilik jadi nya …seluruh badan gue juga ngak bisa di tilikin.. ya Alhamdulillah semuanya udah sembuh.. hehehe ok nyampai disini dulu ya .. tad a… so harap2 cerita yang bakal gue kongsikan ini bisa menambat lagi hati para pembaca sekalian ya.. sampai jumpa…

doing nothing in freetime

2009-01-13T18:10:00.000-08:00

Now, every one has started their school and lecture whether in primary or tertiary, but at ITB the lecture won't start until 27th Jan.. huh while waiting for lecturer opss.. This semester I’m having attachment at WIZ Network at jaya square, (can’t wait) 2 more weeks to go, huh by this couple of weeks I’m totally broke already, fuh.. What am I going to do next???? Other than keep my body mass increase *great, now I am totally FAT* sits at my chair in my room watching the laptop’s screen, waiting somebody to chat with me, being single now is much more desperate to do something not that I want to have girlfriend or boyfriend opzz hahaha but I love being single for now. Arggghhh!!!!~ I just finished my brother’s friend assignment about Brunei’s History and Geography,, (I getting paid yoo) in fact I have to refresh all the old stuff of Brunei again and again argghh so lame.. What I did just some general stuff (I hope it worth for HIM) since they were at Gurkha Reserve mostly are “not-well educated” I’m not saying that they are stupid or whatsoever it just they head not into study mood and may be they done well at something that I weak at, *who knows*. Next thing to do is the weddings album.. arg,,, I now its simple and I had started do this since dec 2008 but since the photo I had is insufficient so I had to delay for a month.. fuh and by the time I had the resource, my laziness get over me.hahhaa now for how long I gonna delay the project again hahaha. Hope this couple of weeks can make my life happily ever after apakan…mumbling nda tantu pasal. hehehe

DANCE IN THE AIR

2009-01-11T07:01:00.000-08:00

Years ago, I had a crush with someone,

Someone who has beautiful eyes and sweet smile

Every time I look that smile and the eyes,

It makes me feel warmness and safe

So I decided to confront but

The smile and the eyes makes my tongue froze

So I take few steps backward and

Just like I needed, that someone take few steps forward

“Am I that lucky” said my mind

So I go with the flow…

Since that moment,

I felt like dance in the air,

Not only the eyes, the smile

But I can smell the fragrance too.

Every day just like a heaven to me,

As time goes by,

I couldn’t see the smile and the eyes nor

Smelt the fragrance any more.

My life drown to frustration

Questions keep buzzing in my head,

“Do I see that smile and the eyes again?”

Well, every question need an answers, but

The answer to my question is belong

To the owner of the sweet smile and beautiful eyes

Until now the question still not answered.

Until now I miss those eyes, smile and fragrance.

To that someone:

Will you ever let me hug you?

Can you keep me feel the same as I look into that lovely eyes?

And answer my question?

Most importantly will I ever see you again?

Seindah kata

2009-01-05T09:03:00.000-08:00

Tak perlu mencari teman secantik BALQIS,
Jika diri tak seindah SULAIMAN,
Mengapa mengharap teman setampan YUSUF,
Jika kasih tak setulus ZULAIKHA,
Tak perlu diri menjadi seteguh IBRAHIM,
Jika tak sekuat SARAH,
Mengapa didamba teman hidup seistimewa KHADIJAH,
Jika diri tak sesempurna RASULULLAH S.A.W,

Tak guna Ada MATA kalau tak dapat MELIHAT,
Tak guna Ada HATI kalau tak tahu MENILAI....

...Kadang2 Allah sembunyikan matahari,DIA datangkan petir & kilat.

Kita menangis & tertanya2.Kemana menghilangnya sinar?

Rupa2nya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi...!

Jika HATI sejernih AIR, jangan biar ia KERUH.

Jika HATI seputih AWAN, jangan biar ia MENDUNG.

Senyum-senyumlah selalu kerana senyuman itu satu sedekah

2009-01-04T08:48:00.000-08:00

CANTIKNYA WANITA DI MATA LELAKI

Nafsu lelaki akan mengatakan wanita yang cantik itu adalah atas dasar wajah atau rupanya...

Akal lelaki akan mengatakan wanita yang cantik itu adalah atas dasar ilmu pengetahuan dan kepandaiannya..

Hati lelaki akan mengatakan wania yang cantik itu adalah atas dasar budi peketinya yang berakhlak mulia.

*Pada para lelaki sekalian ikutkanlah 40% kata hati, 30%kata nafsu dan 30% kata akal untuk mencari pasangan hidupmu.*

2009-01-03T08:46:00.000-08:00

SAHABAT

Erti persahabatan diantara kita:-

- Sahabat yang beriman ibarat mentari yang menyinari kegelapan dalam diri kita.

- Sahabat yang setia bagaikan pewangi yang mengharumkan menjadikan diri kita tenang.

- Sahabat yang sejati umpama pendorong utama dalam mencapai segala impian.

- Sahabat yang berhati mulia bisa membawa kita ke jalan yang benar.

Apakah sahabat dalam jiwa mu??? ....

2009-01-02T08:38:00.000-08:00

Siapakah Orang Yang Paling Bahagia ???

Orang yang bahagia itu akan selalu:-

1. Menyediakan waktu untuk membaca, kerna membaca itu sumber hikmah.

2. Menyediakan waktu untuk tertawa, kerna tertawa itu musiknya jiwa.

3. Menyediakan waktu untuk berfikir, kerna berfikir itu pokok kemajuan.

4. Menyediakan waktu untuk beramal, kerna beramal itu pangkal kejayaan sebenar.

5. Menyediakan waktu untuk bergurau senda, kerna bergurau senda itu akan membuat tampak muda.

6. Menyediakan waktu untuk beribadat, kerna beribadat itu adalah ibu dari segala ketenangan jiwa dan raga.

2009-01-01T08:04:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU

2009

*HAPPY NEW YEAR*

*2009*

Mulakan sesuatu yang baru dengan ‘basmallah’ agar

hidup lebih tenang, ceria dan bahagia.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT TAHUN BARU HIJRAH

waiting for result to come out..

2008-12-19T05:18:00.000-08:00

aik..sakit ati ani yoo..menunggu result exam kami yang kan mati ganya inda ah..alah nyawa-nyawa ikan bah...so dalam ati berdoa supaya PAS all the module n nda mau ada yg resit for the next exam..sakit kali ah..kan exam ah..urg mau cuti jua kali ah..and next year ATTACHMENT fuh!!!!

bab-bab attachment ani, aku kana di WIZ NETWORK aku nda tau apa kajanya n dimana tempat nya, sudah 3 kali ku meraun kawasan berakas atu, ndada jua ada, ku cek di yellow page nda jua da, ntah ujud kah nda jua ni tmpat ku attachment ani..atu pun mudahan ku pass all the exam atu, mun nda batah tia ku laagi kn attachment.heheh so ANYONE KNOWS WHERE IS WIZ NETWORK?? do tell me ok..ur kindness is appriciated..k

love;

hanif

XOXO

apakan.hahaha.

dari ujung brunei ke ujung brunei

2008-12-18T05:07:00.000-08:00

sebelum ku terlupa jua..sal on MONDAY ri tu *15/12/2008* jauh perjalanan ku bah.. cuba kamu bayangkan...dri my house, dirimba, ke sungai tujuh di rasau den ke limbang sampai ke ujung kan ketemburung ah..kreta g bnyak beQ di kuala lurah..*maklum urg kan ke KK* seharian yo drober saja..sapa yang nda lalah tu..kreta g manual mun auto baik..hahaha*ada plg kreta auto p minyak lai*

so ani bkn plang ku kan kata-kata sal dari ujung brunei ke ujung brunei ani..hehehe sal kana upah jua kan..so bebaloi lah..just to share with all readers..hehe yang kan ke KK tuk shopping n berlibur n kan meliat champions badminton disana di harap berhati-hati memandu and bercuti.hehehe

lau mata mengantuk mingir dulu or CHANGE driber..just incase sesuatau yg tak diingini berlaku munkin barlaku.hehehe eh nah menyimpang tah ku jua ni..

hehehe

so just kan menasihat-nasihati ja..ingat sebelum kena, hindar sebelum terjadi,makan sebelum lapar,minum sebelum dehidrasi, tidur sebelum bangun , senyum sebelum marah..hehehe jgn marah..

p/s: aku pun kan ke KK 27/12 ani sama2 cuzn2.hehee so mudahan tah nda bjumpa hahaha basar kali ah..hahaha

going to WASAI DADAP..

2008-12-17T05:02:00.000-08:00

today ari rabu plan ke wasai dadap which stat paln just last week..and bagitau urg NE just few days ago which is on monday *i noe its a bit late* so hopefully fun and enjoy sal plan kan mandi-manda and take picture for my beshfren atu..a.k.a CEKAWAN standard and CEKAWAN jua..*hope CEKAWAN ani ikut jua* hehe resultnya nantitah ku share jua ah..hehe

p/s: maklum dirumah nda dapat online pkai espeed payah cikit lah kan upload lagu. hehe

WALK a HUNT

2008-12-16T04:52:00.000-08:00

fuh..letih and tired and sanggal kepala utak memikir sal walk a hunt yg di anjurkan leh BSM ari ahad lalu..nasib baik aku ani "fit" *fit ke*

kami team no.051..hmm sal gambar tu..nanti2 tah ku uplaod ke sini ah..hhehee

p/s: ndada banyak nak diperkatakan sal aku pun tired and ndada idea apakan di ceritakan..hehe

JUALAN AKHIR TAHUN 2008

2008-12-14T23:06:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT, SELAMAT para pembaca sekalian..diharap kalian semua dalam keadaan sehat sejahtera sementara di seluruh dunia sedang mengadakan SALES ujung Tahun...so harap2 kita tak ketinggalan jua untuk meng jual barangan yang hebat weelll itu termasuk lah dalam blog ani...

promosi!!! terhangat lagi murah!!

FOR SALES

so kepada sesiapa yang berminat tpun ja contact nombor yg tertera di kaca screen awda..!!!! O.K

mana lagi typical bruneian..<< from my survey poll

2008-12-12T06:25:00.000-08:00

aik ya..macam nda laku bah survey ku ah...p ku liat urg visit blog ku ani..macam goreng pisang di tapi jalan atu hangat nya..*hahaha prasan* tapi my survey atu nda jua pandai laku..hmm ada urg menbaca-bacai kali arah *kadai* ku sebuting atu..hahahaha well SINCE ia macm nda mengalakkan mcm aku pun malas g kan membuat survey ani..hmm result nya nda seberapa bah...

makan ambuyat -- 2 org ja.

kawin sama asgar -- 0.

abis pom 5 jadi asgar --1 org ja.

graduate ja jd cikgu -- 2 org ja..

5 ganya urg memvote..esh esh esh..kesian-kesian..tantu ada urg dangki ni.hahahaha

well since ani ja result nya.. typical bruneian atu hmm sendiri2 th menentukan tu jawapannya.. hahaha so from now NO MORE POLL, melainkn ada yg request hahahahaha *lagi prasan syyttt*

berkenaan poll ani jua ada jua ku kna BOOM dgn BOOM murahannya ah..sal ans ku bg atu "graduate ja jd cikgu" fuh..sapa membaca rah cahtbox ku atu..tau tu ya.. hahaha... bkn plg ku kn mehalau ah...n marah sal jawapan nya atu..krg nda pasal2 aku kna ucap "nda pandai mewelcome visitor" *ceh dulik* atu sorg2 pnya opinion...hahaha kepada "guest" terima kasih ah.. lain kali reveal ur identity..ok.. atu ja THANKs to ALL MY VISITOR...for VISITING MY BLOG ani..hehe any COMMENT OR COMPLIMENT O QUESTION<, jgn lupa buat ja pat CHATBOX atu ah..mcm ndada riuh ja cbox atu leh kamu..hehehe k

2008-12-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

WHO I AM & WHAT I AM

As a friend, I discovered my personality.
To be a good friend or a bad one,
To become likable and at the same time hate-able.
Passionate or mean, I can be both.
I like being honcho but I don't mind doing the work.
I love making people laugh but
I'm a serious guy inside.
I'm strong outside.
Don't be fooled, I'm fragile inside.

A question rise,
Can I change myself to become my best?
I'm creating myself to become my best.

I'm proud of what I have.
I envy what you had achieved.
Being as caring as i can be,
To become a person everyone expects.
Hey! I can be cruel too.
I like to share what I know with everyone.
The fact is I'm secretive.
Thanks for the compliments, I want critics too.
There comes a time when I enjoy the crowd.
Yet being alone is my preference

Tonight I gaze into the night sky,
full of stars unlike usual,
hoping I can find the true me.
Searching for who I am ...What I am.

I looked at myself in the mirror,
asking myself what and who I am.
What had I done?
I evaluate myself for my rights and wrongs.

Then I recognize that I deserve to be

Good or bad,

Likable or hate-able,

Passionate or mean,

Honcho or vise versa,

Funny or serious,

Strong or fragile,

Caring or cruel,

Jealous or not,

Sharing or secretive,

Complimented or critiqued

In crowd or alone,

It just my personality …

Finally I decided.
Don't mind what other thinks.
You are who you want to be.
Be the best you can be.

I also come to realize, I couldn't judge myself.
It is YOU who can judge me and accept me for who i am and what i am.

Created by HANIF

Edited by FITRI

TAGGED by TIJAH

2008-12-11T06:38:00.000-08:00

What's the relationship of you with him/her?
- nothing..just ‘fren’

5 impression towards him/her
- pendiam
- “caring” *eyeke*
- nice to be with
- selalu control taim walking
- always smile

The most memorable thing that she/he said to you?
- “ASYIK”

The most memorable thing that she/he have done to you?
- “the smile and the way ia liat aku”

If she/he becomes your lover, you will...
- I really2 love to but..i CAN’T!!

If she/he becomes your enemy, you will...
- nda kenal ia langsung!! Coz all my enemy nda ku ingau sapa ia..

If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on....
- talking..supaya bnyk becakap..hehehe

If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is?
- ia sakiti hati ku n mainkn prasaan ku ..ceh!

The most desirable things to do on him/her is?
- hug, hug, hug and HUG!!

The overall impression on him/her is?
- Nice to be with but couldn’t stay with.

How do you think people around you feel about you?
- mulut laser, nda sadar diri, mengambang and kuat prasan.

The character of you about yourself is?
- tak mati dek puji, tak kisah dek keji..

On contrary, the character of yourself you hate is?
-I’m TOO KIND..*I guest*

The most ideal person you wanna be is?
- nice body, nice hair and smua urg suka sama aku..

For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them
- THANkS but DON’T border too much about me…k

10 people you tag

1. FITRI
2. MAIZEN
3. NONO
4. AIN
5. IZZUL
6. ASMA
7. AZNUUR
8. MAIZATUL
9. antah
10. NO Comment

Who is No. 2 having relationship with?
- girl frennya lah!!!..

No. 3 is a female or male?
- male

If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- oopps!no 10 ndada..yg no 7 ni?*no comment*

How about No. 5 and No. 8
- no.5 ada yg punya dah..no.8 hmm no comment

What is No. 1 studying about?
- HND Network Engineering

Is No. 4 single?
- Don’t know

Say Something about No. 6
- aiik harap jgn mare ye…short, cute, n lovely + caring..hehe

result of hiking to bukit bujang pahang

2008-12-10T05:06:00.000-08:00

lalah..sanggal..kan mampus ja nda ku..taim mendaki ah..syyttt ingatkan fit th udah ni..bagas2 mendaki markuching ah..upanya..masih lagi kipus2 taim mendaki ah.. baik jua nda pengsan macam ari tu..hahahaha *alhamdulillah* so the jerney is ok and fun sal yg SIUKnya makan di PUNCAKnya ah..kejarangan kali ah..makan di puncak bukit dengan pemandangan yg indah getu lo..ndada bejuah di restauran2 tu..pemandangannya ah..hehehe

lau kan melait gambar-gambar nya u r welcome to visit my frens blog..n u all can take it too..(sapa-sapa yg ikut ri tu,,p ndada gmbar) ada tu pat awg FITRI a.k.a CEKAWAN standard, MAIZEN a.k.a CEKAWAN and pendatang baru..dayang TIJAH..atu pun f durg me upload dah..hehehe di bawah ani, apa yg ada di tpun ku ja ya CEMERA nya 5MP keluaran SONY ERICSSON..hahaha

2008-12-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

AIDUL ADHA

Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya korban kepada semua umat muslimin dan muslimat serta minta ampun dan maaf di atas dosa-dosa saya tidak kiralah dari segi pisikal atau mental, terkasar bahasa, tersilap tulis, terumpat sana sini dalam blog saya yang serba kekurengan ini. Semoga di hari bahagia ini kita dapat menyambut nya dgn seikhlas hati nurani..

bird eye view of PGGMB building

2008-12-06T07:36:00.000-08:00

Well taim ani kami abis dah exam plg..kami keskulah ari tu sal apa ah..nda ku ngat eh..so after skuol opzz kolej atu kami pun plan kn ke…kampong ayer CEKAWAN standard tu kn menggambar di sana nya.. p sblm atu kami ke bangunan PGGMB lah dulu incase kami dapat naik keatas sekali (upper roof) kan ambil suasana nya atu bah..mula-mula kami pun ketungkalan..mana tau nda kna suruh o apakah..then aku apa lagi mcm setaie lah..mengaga abg security nya ah..kn btanya

Hanif: abg ensem, abg jaga…buleh kami tanya?

Abg jaga: ah..apa tu ya?

Hanif: dapat kami ke tingkat atas sekali nun jauh di atas atu?? Kan menggambil gamabr dri atas bah..lawa kali ah..

Abg jaga: oh..buleh eh..p masa ni opis di atas tutup dah nda dpt tu.. ada I.C? be pas tu wang..kan naik ah.

Hanif: ada eh abg ani..nda kan kmi nda bawa..krg kana imbus..nda membawa kna piker pelarian krg..hehe.

Abg jaga: bh kmu dpt singgan tingkat 8 ja tu..k c abg jaga2 krg me escot kmu tu..

Hanif: me kacieh abg..

Then kami pun di escot leh abg jaga2, naik ke tingkat 8 pat parking atas sekali..ok jua lah view nya..p kami mau tingkat atas sekali.. so aku sekali lagi dgn gayanya menggoda abg jaga2 ani kan pujuk-memujuk, rayu-merayu..aku jemu…eh apakan..kan blagu tia..mana tau ia mau membawa ke tingkat atas sekali..

Hanif: abg, abg, kenapa ah kami dpat singgan tingkat lapan ja..cuba lah abg bawa kami pat tingkat atas sekali ah.. teringin jua kmi ni..maklum kami ni kan baru-baruan iski.bh nya urg Brunei..

Abg jaga2: eh ndakan singgan sini ja..bh krg ku tnya bos kami ah..

Setelah sampia ke tingkat lapan..

Abg jaga2: bah kmu tek taim dulu ah..ambil gmbr di Sini, abg btnya bos abg ah..

10 minute berlalu..

Abg jaga2: lai ui~ lai.. bah sini th kamu..andang2 begmbr di sana ah..th naik keatas tani..

Hanif: ia bah bag???

(hanif n CEKAWAN standard meloncat kegumbiraan dan CEKAWAN standard msh dgn senyum sinisnya dalam ati kegembiraan. Ntah knapa ia nda bnyak cakap taim ani..ketungkalan tia kali jua)

Setelah sampai tingkat yg dituju..tinggallah abg jaga2 tu sendiri2 sal kami bz ambil gambar hasilnya :-

Hahaha so...lapas ja dr PGGMB atu, tarus ja kmi ke Kampong Ayer..disini ani..nda bnyk ku gmbr..so ndada lah ku upload surrry ya.. may be pat CEKAWAN standard ada kali.. aga ja pat other blogger namanya FITRI..k

<<<<< To NE student >>>>>

2008-12-06T04:08:00.000-08:00

kepada budak-budak Network Engineering yg kan ikut HIKING di Bukit bujang Pahang di kampong menunggol di kepulauan berambang yg terletak di dekat-dekat pintu malim di kota batu...hehehehe barang-barang yang di perlukan tuk dibawa supaya nda kepisan mcm urg ari tu di bukit markuching ah...*lol* adalah seperti berikut :-

pakaian sport lah..*munkan pakai baju seksi menyeksi buleh jua..*
kasut..sport jua lah *munkan makai selipar bawa ja ali-ali*
raincot *yg murah ja bah yg berjurit di kadai2 lingka and kina* just inkes ujan di sana taim hiking ah...
junk food..mcm chocolate tau apa ja yg dapat dimakan..jgn ja membawa periuk belngga kan msak di sana...
A LOTs-lots of WATER!!!!! *mun kn mau dehydrate mana saja*
kepada sapa yg kepus-kepus atu..yg ada ubat-ubatan tuk sendiri atu baik th di bawa mun rasanya badan diri atu mau kna jamah uleh laki-laki mana saja..*wawawawa*
additional - lau mau kn lunch sana bawa ja nasi katok atau apa2 ja lah.. tani makan di puncaknya..hahaha p SAMPAH di anggung ah sendiri ah..jgn di buang merata-rata..
LAST not LEAST duit dibawa tuk tambang perahu n bas..*tuk blik ja ni bas ah* kira-kira $5 lah..exclude brg kmu bWa tu ah...*lalalal*

ketinggalan ku ni..hahahaha meeting point pat ITB parking pat slalu ku parking k taim nya kul 8.30a.m SHARP....so be ready b4 jam 8.30 atu..k sal lambat 10 min ku tgl kn..sal lau mau kn bepanasa hiking atu mana saja...n sapa yg ke akhiran atu jumpa ja di masjid pintu malim atau sekulah nya ..sama lh tu tmpt nya... so betulak dr ITB kira-kira kul 8.45 a.m...okey ada paham!!! jgn janji melayu asli..nda ku suka ..hahahahaha

so hope we all enjoy da jurney...hehehe any query...msg ku ah..pat 8850XXX hahaha mun phm bisai..k

sapa-sapa kan bawa camera yg mahal-mahal atu baik th bawa sal nya LAWA-LAWA tu permandangannya tu di puncak nya ah..p mesti ada gambar ku posing jua tu pat camera kmu ah..hahaha n kepada yg ada blog atu..mempost mesti ada gambar ku jua.hahahahaha k

<<<< Sliip Oberrrrr >>>

2008-12-05T02:31:00.000-08:00

aku masih mcm nda biasa bh..nda tdo pat urg ah..ceh...*baru jua..sehari nda di apartment..* iatah terpaksa th ku sleep Ober pat umah kawan ku, c boss a.k.a tentunya gelaran sebenar...sal lama dah nda jumpa since..raya n ia ani jua geng ..geng bas skolah(menyanyi)...*aik kedapatan tia meliat* so..kerna indu nda bjumpa..ke umah nya tia ku...dtg2 umahnya..becium dahi sama dagu..maklum lama nda bjumpa..aku ni berharap2 ada geng-geng bas skolah(menyanyi lg) yang lain..salnya iatah tmpat pelepakan kami semua ni..sampai betamu alak2 dalam biliknya..berkumpul..riuh alah pasar ikan di gadong sama di tapi jalan(trend masa ni dah).

3 jam berlalu...

langgu jua ku menunggu tu...abis bah langgau bematian disiring ku..mcm taie dijln kematian langgau..*ngakun jua aku tu mcm taie ah..syyytt* kan fade up ja ku nda..mcm fade up-nya urg fail exam seceput tarus bunuh diri *pnh terjadi di malaya*.. tiba-tiba dtg tia sorg..ctulang a.k.a memang di gelar catu..ntah ndang mcm tulang kali usulnya..pebaik ja kuyuk bertempiaran disini ani nda prasan..mun nda...ntah eh..nda kali b usul. kira ok lah jua kn..p ia membawa kawan2 nya seUNI..so ada jua lh yg ku knl..n nda..ramai jua lh pat nya ani..durg bz be main gam PS2 aku dgn Laptop ku yg lalai kn lagging sja kaja nya ah...meliat DVD..kwn c tulang bru mbwa..ok jualh cetanya..den macam akhir dah kn..usulnya..nda th ku balik..SLIIP OBER th ku..jua..pat nya *plus pat c boss ani ada wireless...ajat yg banarnya tu pat umah nya ah..waawawaw*

Lepak sama urg BIBD TUNGKU...(puas ati)

2008-12-04T07:15:00.002-08:00

hahahaha macam nda ikhlas bin nda sudi bah kan mempost story ani..hahaha mana inda memajal bah durg dua ani...alah majal lingka mengutangi kain n karpet murahan durg ah..memajal ketahap over..hahahaha jgn mare..nanti terjual...hahahaha

ni nah aku pun nda tau apa kn di cetakan pasal durg dua ani..yg ku pasti asal ja ku kejumpaan durg ani dijalanan..*hahaha* beceta pasal bini-bini lah, client yg lawa lah, *bukan bekaraja bh drg ah lain diliatnya client dtg ke bank atu* So BE DOUBLE or TRIPLE or QUADRATE EXTRA CAREFULL LADIES AND GURLS yg kan mengeluarkan HJ USIN bin DUIT atau mana-mana saja servis yang berhadapan dgn durg ani... hahahahaha *jgn mare..bkn kn memburuk kn ni ah...* hahahahaha BERGURAU JE AH....

iatahkn..lain jua ni ku buat ah...terlupaku sal GAMBAR yg ku kn post dlm post ani..hahaha..

mula-mula sekali sebelum ku tersalah taip o tersalah apakah GURAUAN SEMATA-MATA ni ah..sebelum ku kana BOOM!!!! esuk dgn BOOM BAZUKA buatan kina yang diseludup masuk dr jalan haram kn ke limbang...sal durg ani sumber pendapatan sampingan ku jua..hahahaha *sal mengorder MEE n AYAM masakan IBUNDA KU psst(padahal masakan ku..hahahah tia karang~)*

lagi,menyimpang...hahaha td THANK YOU jua lah urg CHONg makan di MC%^&*Y (psst namanya c andat a.k.a sumpah gelaran sebenar n nama kadai atu..ndada free advert ni sini ani haha) Lain kali..bgtau dulu wah...lau kn menchong ah..dapat jua ku ORDER yg MAHAL2 memuaskan nafsu parut ani..kwang kwang kwang..

pas di MC%^&*Y, ke kadai survenior tah kami melawat apada sana..(yg dikawasan tungku atu jua lah) lawa2 yo...barang2 nya ah..nda ugi kesana melawat..hahaha kn membali nda jua mampu sal..berpatutan lh haRganya..apakan..hehehhe den catulah berakhirnya ptg ku ari ni..wwaawaw membosan kn kn...

well ku rasa durg ani...nyumpah kediaku th ni taim membaca blog ku ani.. hehehe n drg mau ku introduse lah.. yg prasan ruget atu namanya ceandat 1..a.k.a gelaran sebenar.. and yg sorg g yg control mua atu.. c andat .a.k.a gelaran sebenar jua..hahaha puas ah...ok kn ku introduse atu..jgn mare..

drg bedua ani buleh didpti di kadai2 yg kn bankrup ja nda..hahahaha..for more info yg kn bekenalan atu aga ja di BIBD tungku konter 4 & 5, ,,drg th udah tu.. yg konter 3 atu.. laki urg dah tu..ia ja prasan bujang..awawawwa (masuk jua urg yg diluar tabi`e ani hahaha cari pasal)

Selamat Tinggal Pangsa Idaman..

2008-12-04T06:50:00.001-08:00

fuh..hari ini dalam sejarah yg yang tak terjulang..kehebatannya seperti terjulang nya sejarah merdekanya Malaysia dari Jajahan bangsa nippong...satu ketika duluu..nyway..dis is not about history o what so ever.. ceh.. sedih ati ani yoo seperti sedihnya sang kekasih nda bjumpa dgn si kekasih..apakan

well sedih and ari besejarah nya ialah.. NO MORE LIVE IN APARTMENT !!!...*benci sebencinya~* Y? y? y?..hahaha OVER tah pulak.. so...life must go on... hehehehe

bermulanya ari ni...tak de g hidup dikalangan org bujang..wawawawawawa...ndada g tempat kn be"chocolate",begila,menyubuh membuat assignment..n NO MORE ONLINE batah-batah...wawawawa *lain bah*

anyway..A MILLION THANK YOU to the owner for letting us leave there, the food, the laughter, the joy and the pain, semualah yg te "the-the" hehhe.. may U and Ur Fellows collegue succes in Data Stream.. (sapa saja yg terasa)..lau jumpa atu..tegur2 ah..hahaha p lau tjumpa aku, den ku palingkn muaku..ertinya KAYA th udah ku tu..nda ku KELALA kmu g..hahahah*devil laugh*..sampai disini ja..yo.. ada g post kan ku buat urgnya menagih dah..*syyyttt nda besabar bh ia ah..mcm th urg talk pasal ia yg baik2 th tu..hahhaha*

p/s: more gmbr g kn dipost dlm ani..sal nunggu CEKAWAN atu me email gmbr ku minta..hehehe

After Hiking..ke jubli perak..

2008-12-03T18:00:00.000-08:00

Nda jua pandai LALAH tu kami ah..dah th jalan2 di bukit atu..macam kan patah kepala tuhut ani.. kn menyabung th g di jubli..tu CEKAWAN Standard ah..teliat burung bertempiaran berjurit mc di pasar mlm bejurit nya di sana..nya urg tuha-tuha.."Alang-Alng menyaluk atu biar sampai Menyalam" hahaha apakn.. so as usual aku g msh jd dreber..dgn bau hangit sorg2..*abeh semua tabuk kreta bebuka nda sanggup mencium bau sesama sendiri..* deodarant abes dah tempoh nya 12 jam..iatah bau hangit ja tgl..hahahaha..eh nyimpang jua..

so sampai ja sana.. drg bz tia meng gambar brabes ati lg tu..nda ngat dunia bh..aku dgn berkaki ayam yo..*ada dlm post drg jua kali tu* so aku pun ikut2an dgn KAMERA 5MP keluaran SONY ERICSSION K850i..*ceh..dah atu* menunjuk kan KEHEBATAN ku mengambr..hahhaa *syng nya gmbr burung yg drg tangkap,aku nda dpt..hahaha Zoom nya limit hahaha*

nda jua lah kami batah disana atu.. dlm 30 minit ja.. fuh..akhir nya..jurney kami bertiga pun abeh..TAMAT.. btw tym ani kami kelalahan dah -satu..,dua- menunggu awg usin bin ealun ah..alum g kuar..membari garam ati.. baik jua awg usin bin elaun CEKAWAN standard atu kuar dah..hahaha..

After Lunch post dibawah

2008-12-03T07:01:00.000-08:00

Dah buyung parut kekanyangan,kesadakkan ja nda sal kekurangan air *maklum SKY JUICE nya ah seceput,,pakai g cawan damit..ingatnya kanak-kanak kali ni....so kmi three muskitier ani mcm setaie kn raun-raun g kan ambil gmbr di tempat yg menarik lagi tertarik aku memang ngamcam..*apakn* iatah masalah nya di BUMI yg PERMAI lg INDAH BRUNEI DARUSSALAM ani..payah kn mencari tmpat yg peace,ama, n nice to take some photo..*kamera 5 mega pixel ku memang di tangan tu.. tapi kamera CEKAWAN dua atu.. DSLR KALI AH..BULEH!!*

so aku by da taim stilll jd draibar durg..drg mem"bz" kan diri tia while dlm perjlnan cr tmpat ah..mgambr taim urg draib..*sakit kali ah ati ah..* den,,runding punya runding,, kebandar tia kami..hajati ati kn mengambil gmber d kampong ayer *oh~kampong Ayer~ohooO~*p dah meliat ombak nya ah.. TEBALIAK mata CEKAWAN dua org ah..ketungkalan...kan tekiret ja nda ..*awu mun tekiret pandai2 th kmu tu..hahaha* so keep looking...

5minit dlm perjlnan...

meyimpang th kami opzz aku..*dreber kali ah* ke subok.. den..bru tia ku ingat..di subok ani..ada BUKIT nya yg "RANDAH" n nice view.. drg bedua ani setuju tia..dah menyain kontrak supaya nda ngumpat aku dlm post drg *takut2 aku membual* ahhaha den kesana th kami.. ni nah dibawah ah tmpat nya:-

sesampai ja..fuh..terus kan MENDAKI dgn outfit yg "terlampau bersesuaian" mana inda.. lps dr exam n lunch baju pun mcm urg kn SHOPPING dgn kasut org bkraja n CEKAWAN sorg atu pakai SEPILAR...hahaha p LALAH jua yoo.. ku gtau drg randah kn p nya ..8 BUKIT yoo..!! 3 jam perjalanan..*kenmatik~nescaya CEKAWAN dua atu langgar Kontrak* " Doa org yg disumpahi ani makbul kamu..jgn~" hahaha

dah sampai half way .. sapa kepisan kn stgh mati ah.. tu urg dbawah ah.. mcm setaie..*bkaln tuk jurney ani pun ndada ni...sebotol air sehat ja ,atu pun botol damit..nda g bshare tu. CEKAWAN standard punya,hahaha*

dah sehat bnr truskn tia perjlnan..tym ani bru th KAMERA HP ku 5MP di gunakan.. mcm2 ku dpt yo.. tu nah di bawah ah..hahhaha pendek akan creta konon..

*singgan sini ja dapt ku sharekn gmbr mendaki..nda g larat kn mengambr sal kelalahan dah,,,maklum jurney nda dirancang dgn wrong outfit and shoe..abeh beblister kaki ku..nda g makai stukin tu, kasut g kasut kaja..shyyyytt..*

*p/s:- for gmabr yang kureng lawa dr gmbr di atas ani..aga pat blog CEKAWAN DUA ah.. tu di siring ada tu link durang,,click-click ja pat FITRI and MAIZEN..*melanggar kontrak kah nda, kn di sue tu yg melanggar ah..hehehe*

*p/s2:- ada g continue nya ni.. pasti abeh dah..kejubli perak g kami..

Lunch oh Lunch...

2008-12-03T06:39:00.000-08:00

bab-bab lunch ani ah..mun aku yg kapeh ganya nda ani..mana saja pulang lau ku kn makan meskipun makanan atu nasi katok..nda jua ku memilih bah..belambak kali ah nasi katok di brunei ani macam jualan pasar burong yg harga nya murah sampai nda sadar2 kan membali barang atu.. ganya CEKAWAN ku atu yg kan ikut standard so aku apa lg..layaaan *dah nya kna chong,,* so apa lagi aku sebagai dreber ikut je..*p bkn kreta diri bah hahaha*

draib punya draib,nda tau mana arah kami tuju sal nda tau tmpat mana kan lunch...raun-raun th mcm c pandai *hehe jgn ucap diri ani buduh* hahaha sampai ke Qlap.atu pun msh nda tau dimana kn lunch..parut ani bah berkecorong sja dr dlm exam td *btw exam terakhir kali ah..freedom dah yeeppee* nasib baik bini-bini dsebalah atu nda mendgr..kecorongnya plg

kedrgn leh kwn ku disebalah hahaha *baik jua* ...

15 minute berlalu *raun-raun mencri tmpat*

akhir nya CEKAWAN th tais liur nya kn makan Lasagna...pilih tmpat ani pun batah last-last di mana nah..tu gambar d bwh ah....

dah atu.. aku ni,,kesakaian th mcm unta baru msuk kargo kan dipindahkn luar negri..hahaha den liat menu..membagi tais liur yo... meleleh air liur ja nda...ingus plg tkuar *hahaha ndadalah* dah tu dtg tia Waiteress nya ani dgn berwajah masam,,membari sakit ati meliat mcm ilanng tia liur ku kn mkn disana ah...bejaber...*nyumpah ku* den mengoder minuman th kmi ni.. HARGA NYA!!!! mauzubillah.. cawan nya nda jua seberapa baik g cawan d AHAN THAI tu..yg XL ah,, kanyang parut .. harga kn sama jua.. so kmi *aku n CEKAWAN g Sorg* minum SKY JUICE ja.. makin bida tia g mua nya waiteres ah.. dah th huduh..hahahah *sakit ati bnr* so CEKAWAN yg membawa ni mengorder minuman ja..tu nah dbwh ani numannya..

15 minit kemudian... *batah yoo servis nya ah... order ku g salah dibuatnya membuat g ia sekali.. lau nda aku dulu mkn..*

makanan CEKAWAN dua org atu pun sampai...see below..membari tais liur o nda..

makan ti drg ah mcm diri ani..meleleh dah air liur mliat drg ah..*GERAM!!*

5minit lapa atu..dtg ti mknan ku.. yum..yum..

_ bulan senyum _

2008-12-02T19:02:00.000-08:00

ani kes aku nda tau apa kan ku post g sal ntah ah, utak ku nda mampu bejalan *tentulah utak mana bkaki lol* gpun ndada story yg terhangit di pasaran tuk di kongsikn bersama * esh esh*

eh bru th ku teringat sal dmlm bulan seyum, bkn g senyum p mcm me WINK wah,, nice lah. p nda ku tgmbr maklum hp camera apa jua ganya 5 mega pixel wwaaawaw iatah nda mampu mengambr bulan nun jauh di sana atu..hai bulan bulan, c punggung pun rindukn engkau apa lg jalama ani *ceh menyimpang tia* p tym dmlm tu ku harap2 kan tah SI KAWAN ku dua ORG atu mengambar sal durg ja yg ada camera DSLR atu *apa lg showw off lah cikit* hahaha *btw tym ku meliat bulan atu aku ODW ke apartment* dah sampai ke tmpat yg dituju which tgl seminggu ja g kami tgl sana sal tuan punya umah kan pindah n durg abis dah study,. online th ku. CE KWN sorg atu d msg dah hint2 kn nyuruh ambil gmbr post ke blog nya.tup tup datang tia penyakit di gilai ramai kan smua MELAYU suka, apa lg nda lain nda bukan PENYAKIT M...

so berharap th ku CEKAWAN sorg g menggambar,,tunggu punya tunggu di apartment *sal tgl sama* bru tia dtg, belanggu jua eh nunggu ia balik ah.. den ku tanya th, meliat kah ia nda,*maklum ureg cbuk bercinta mana ingat kn dunia* hahahaha nda disangka2 meliat jua n baik jua digamabr nya. hahahaha *beromantis kali ya tym bulan senyum ah, keluar tia kali pantun serakah nya hahaha,

well enough cakap nda tanatu pasal nanti kna ku krg leh DUA CEKAWAN atu. hahahaha ni nah bukti nya BULAN SENYUM...*bulan itu...bulan kita... eh dangdut tia lg*

Hug

2008-12-02T04:58:00.000-08:00

this is what i found in wiki about hug..

- A hug is a form of physical intimacy that generally involves closing or holding the arms around another person or group of persons.

- The hug is one of the most common human signs of love and affection.

- It is practiced publicly and privately without stigma in many nations, religions and cultures, within families, and also across age and gender lines.*well mostly in brunei nda bnyk di praktikkn*

- Sometimes, hugs are a romantic exchange.

- Hugs may also be exchanged as a sign of support and comfort.

- A hug can be a demonstration of affection and emotional warmth, sometimes arising out of joy or happiness at meeting someone.

- Brief in most cases, it is used to show many levels of affection. It is not particular to human beings alone.

- Hugging has been proven to have health benefits. One study has shown that hugs increase levels of oxytocin, and reduce blood pressure.

- The way of hugs :-

- comfortable position is called cuddling and Spooning - a kind of hugging when both the hugger and the hugged persons face the same direction.

Here are hug poem- courtersy of Georgia girl

It's wondrous what a hug can do.
A hug can cheer you when you're blue
A hug can say, "I love you so,"
Or, "I hate to see you go."
A hug is "Welcome back again."
And "Great to see you! Where 'er you been?"
A hug can soothe a small child's pain
And bring a rainbow after rain.
The hug, there's just no doubt about it --
We scarcely could survive without it!
A hug delights and warms and charms;
It must be why God gave us arms
Hugs are great for fathers and mothers,
Sweet for sisters, swell for brothers;
And chances are your favorite aunts
love them more than potted plants.
Kittens crave them, puppies love them,
Heads of states are not above them.
A hug can break the language barrier
And make your travel so much merrier.
No need to fret about your store of 'em;
The more you give, the more there are of 'em.
So stretch those arms without delay
And give someone a hug today!

- Dean Walley, (the Messenger)

p/s:- aku ingin plg memaluk urg ani,,masalahnya urg nda mau wa haha pikir drg semcm kali..baca tu benefit of hug ah..jgn pikir yg bukan-bukan.hhehehe

tagged..

2008-12-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

I've been tagged by Izzul. *well actually ia tagged everyone plg ,since aku nda kna tag n jealous sal kn every blog ada ani hehe so aku prasan kna tagged lah* Thanks anyway bro. The rules are simple. Use the google image to search the answer to the question below. Then you must choose a picture only from the first page *well aku edit lah cikit2*. After that tag 10 people...

1. The age of my next birthday

2. A place i'd like to travel

3. A favourite place

4. A favourite thing

5. A favourite food

6. A favourite colour

7. The city i live in

8. The city i was born

9. A nick name i had

10. College major

11. Name of first (and only) lover

13. A hobby

14. Current wish list (max 3 items)

People tagged

EVERYONE

*especially:-

fitri

myza2l

aznuur

maizen*

Puisi Suami Isteri

2008-11-25T06:18:00.000-08:00

Dari sang SUAMI:-

Isteriku ,
jika engkau bumi,
akulah matahari.
Aku akan menyinari mu kerana engkau mengharapkan sinaran dari ku..
Ingatlah bahtera yg kita kayuh, begitu penuh riak gelombang.
Aku pasti akan tetap menyinari bumi, hingga kadang-kadang bumi terasa
akan silauan ku.
Lantas aku ingat satu hal bahawa Tuhan mencipta bukan hanya bumi,
malah ada planet lain yang juga mengharapkan sinaranku.

Lalu......
Relakanlah aku menyinari planet lain,
menyampaikan faedah adanya aku,
kerana sudah takdir Illahi sinaranku diperlukan diplanet
lain...

*** Balasan Puisi sang isteri***

Suamiku,
andai kau memang mentari,
sang surya yang memberi cahaya,
aku merelakan engkau berikan sinaranmu kepada segala planet yang
telah TUHAN ciptakan

kerana mereka juga seperti aku perlukan cahayamu
dan....

aku pun juga tidak akan merasa kekurangan dengan sinaran mu...

AKAN TETAPIIIIIIII. !!!!.
kau hanyalah sejengkal lilin yang berkekuatan 5 watt sahaja,
jangan lah nak bermimpi untuk menyinari planet lain!!!
Kerana bilik tidur kita yang kecil pun belum sanggup kau terangi.
Lihatlah diri mu pada cermin kaca di sudut kamar kita,
di tengah remang-remang pancaran cahaya mu yang telah aku duga...
Cuba lihat siapa dirimu...
MATAHARI atau lilin ?
atau jangan-jangan
cuma mancis saja!!!!!
please lah....!!!
jangan la nak berangan!!

makan minum ku lagi belum terjaga,

inikan pula nak beristeri dua!!

Puisi Kehidupan

2008-11-25T05:46:00.000-08:00

Biarpun kita bertuan, kita tetap bertuhan.

Biarpun kita mereka-reka, kita tetap ciptaan.

Apalah kita menjadi tuan, sedangkan kita tetap hamba

Apalah guna mengangkat kepala, sedangkan sujud tempatnya

Lihatlah ke dalam diri, peperangan ada di sana

Tempat kita di mana?Kalau bukan di situ

Gelap dan sempit, dan fitnahnya teramat dahsyat

Perjalanan yang jauh terasa perit

Berliku-liku dengan wajah yang legam.

Siapakah yang mampu menolong?

Kalau bukan kamu yang berasa kerdil.

Lalu memencilkan jiwa dalam pandangan-NYA

Lalu sujud mewalangkan diri

Lalu pulang ke pangkuan-NYA

Kerdillah diri apabila kita pulang ke sana.

Bergelumang tanah di atasnya subur bunga-bunga

Wahai ALLAH, terimalah kepulanganku hamba-MU

Diambil dari Novelis Thriller “Ranggau” ….. Karya RAmLee Awg MurShiD.

Cinta Sang Ratu

Laksana langit mencengkam purnam

Ibarat mutiara di lautan biru

Saujan mata memandang

Seluas langit terbentang

Tatkala cinta berbisik

Suaranya memuji TUHAN

Apabila rindu terusik

Rasulnya menjadi pilihan

Sampai masanya cinta jadi taruhan

Sang Ratu menjadi impian

Di ambil dari Novelis “Cinta Sang Ratu”… Karya Ramlee Awg MurShiD..

Apabila hujan turun,

Melimpahlah air dari perbukitan,

Aliran menujah ke batu,,

Melekuk tanda waktu beralih,

Seiring nyawa menhanyut usia,

Sejalan nafas melangkah ke hujung.

Awan kalau dapat ku capai…. Maka saktilah hamba

Di ambil dari Novelis “Bagaikan Puteri”.. Karya Ramlee Awg MurshiD

Subject: You know you are Bruneian !!!

2008-11-24T06:00:00.001-08:00

1. You 'miss call' instead of calling or sending sms.
2. You always say "kapih ku.. bila terima/keluar
gaji/overtime/elaun ah?"
3. You park your car as close as possible to your destination
area.
4. You speak Malaysia if you meet Malaysian, speak Indonesia if
you meet Indonesian.. and so on.
5. You are asked to go to a "meeting" but actually you will only
be "listening". *true*
6. You go to someones wedding, you give money using an envelope
and put your name on it or if you think you don't give enough you use
a blank envelope. *true*
7. Indo mee is your staple food and Ayamku is your fast food. *true*
8. The term 'balik kampung' is almost not applicable.. since you
can 'balik kampung' everyday.
9. Motorcycles and bicycles are not your transport, they are your
sport. *true*
10. When you see local TV camera around you during the day, then at
night you will watch local news... and hoping to see yourself on
television. *true*
11. You drive your car on wavy and potholed road. *true*
12. You receive official news faster by mean of "mouth" than by
"written". *true*
13. You like electronic products from Japan.
14. If you have the chance to call a radio show and before you are
asked to hang-up, you say 'boleh minta putarkan lagu?'
15. You are in BIG debts and refuse to pay the lenders and yet still
drive a CLK and live in a mansion.
16. You wear baju kurung with large katoks and maniks all over.
17. You are loud and speak in melandih way.
18. You and the whole family have the same car plate numbers.
19. You spend your $$$$$ on your wedding even though you are broke. *true*
20. You become Akademi Fantasia fanatics. *true*
21. You know most of the people here - "eh si anak si anu eh saudara
si blabla". *true*
22. You drive to the shop next door even though the shop is only 100
meters away (except maybe in Kampung Ayer).
23. Every year, since the 80s until last year, you don't want not to
miss HM's Birthday Titah (because you are hoping that HM will increase
your salary). *true*
24. When you want to get some service from the government agencies,
you will find your saudara first. *true*
25. If something goes wrong, you will say that one of the datos,
pehins is your relative (or at least they know you).
26. You cannot live without Brudirect's HYS.
27. You give you children super long name.
28. You rush to a new shopping mall just to beat everybody else even
though it's just another Hua Ho.
29. You wave your hand while driving to other drivers that you know. *true*
30. You are able to pay (or not) for one or two amahs who are most
likely an Indonesian or a Filipino.
31. You are OK to be fat. *true*
32. You are a busy body with other peoples' news, especially the bad
ones, and you think your responsibility is to know and to spread it
around.
33. Your friends get married on the same day and you don't know who
to go to. *true*
34. You like to stare at phones for 24 hours and chat on MSN. *true*
35. You say "Mun paham bisai" (this needs no further explanation) . *true*
36. You have to wear 'cool' attire everywhere, even on holidays. *definitely true*
37. You add "BUI" on each sentence.
38. You think exercising, being hyper active, competition are for
little kids.
39. You can't type or spell properly properly, example "hw r u? hy my
nme s si org brnui"
40. You add "me & you" on your conversations with your girl
mates.
41. You listen to Pelangi FM. *true*
42. You think fake Von Dutch products are the best.
43. You are especially racist to Indian workers.
44. You would rather go to shopping malls than hanging out at parks,
having a picnic with your friends.
45. You have 'candas' in your house. *true*
46. You read this article because all your friends are reading it
and you don't want to be left behind.
47. You rush to get a $99 handphone not caring about the limited
features coz you think anything cheap is a bargain.
48. You have two handphones - one for DST and the other for BMobile
(for one month and then switch off one or the other).
49. You always try to negotiate/"runding" the policemen who caught you speeding. *true*

50. your job will be a teacher once you are graduate.

51. once ends 5 form u prefer to be a soldier.

*how bruneian are you?? me-21 out of 51. not even half, so im not pure bruneian hahaha.

The Conspicuous Eyes

home sick

a random memory

HTC DESIRE Z

KEPERCAYAAN bukan satu KEMESTIAN

menanti bukan satu penyiksaan

memori pintu biru

what can i do is just smile

billionaire

confession no. 1

once upon a time

Where I have been??

salam ramadhan 2010

im back..(not really)

Tahun Baru Hijrah and Christmas

final year project

No More KYLE XY

DEXTER

Apologies to my coursemates

revision week

updates

OMG....

HAMPA HATIKU

Attachment is almost over !!!

What about Love

10 core competencies comprise good leadership

tak ku lepaskan kau pergi walau sesaat kau menghindar

3 more weeks

TOMOK..Rindu Terhenti..Juara OIAM3

Setelah Kasih ini Punah

Harvard "Male Britney" interview

One night stand episode II

Love this songs

A NIGHT STAND WITH TOTALLY STRANGER

SETELAH SEKIAN LAMA

Amaran~!!!!

Tarikh lahir dalam tahun Islam

The Earth Dragon - Chinese Zodiac

Kereta ku kecurian!!!

My Gym Agenda

GPS-Now can use in brunei

Finally GPS is working!!

My Attachment Placement

buang boring

Tagged by ebel

FISHING

OCEAN

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

doing nothing in freetime

DANCE IN THE AIR

Seindah kata

waiting for result to come out..

dari ujung brunei ke ujung brunei

going to WASAI DADAP..

WALK a HUNT

JUALAN AKHIR TAHUN 2008

mana lagi typical bruneian..<< from my survey poll

TAGGED by TIJAH

result of hiking to bukit bujang pahang

bird eye view of PGGMB building

<<<<< To NE student >>>>>

<<<< Sliip Oberrrrr >>>

Lepak sama urg BIBD TUNGKU...(puas ati)

Selamat Tinggal Pangsa Idaman..

After Hiking..ke jubli perak..

After Lunch *post dibawah*

Lunch oh Lunch...

*_* bulan senyum *_*

Hug

tagged..

Puisi Suami Isteri

Puisi Kehidupan

Subject: You know you are Bruneian !!!

After Lunch post dibawah

_ bulan senyum _